STEAL...

I made dis my own.. suddenly.. i miss all my babes n bebops..

long tym din see n talk to them..[

not all la..

hehe

but still i miss the ceremony of all gather together..

when will it happen again???

why ppl need to be separate?

not all my fren xtually..

since liz,tien2 n mac in one roof wit me..

but it's not enuf..

coz i want all...

i had bored story again..

n dis tym i'm reaLLY IN MAJOR PROBB..

money probs..

love probs..

relation probs..

family probs..

career probs..

college probs..

too many probs..

n i think i'm gonna explode..

he din udrstand me..

n wat had happened really pissed me off..

i din knw thr are things happen behind me..

i knew i can resist for a longer tym..

i can stand n make donno foe the whole life..

but dis happended really over the top..

n make me lyk a "boom"...

siiiiittttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt u....

damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn u...

i think i'mm gonna leave him for sometime..

i need to peace up my mind..

to the girl..

u win the battle...

u 'angkat' la dia..

sy x tamaha dia..

mati2 sy lwn..

mati2 ko goda..

or xtau la siapa goda siapa..

btw..i'd snaped his pic..

without short lg tu..

so ignore the underwear yg nampak utin..

please look at the above only../

hiak2...

...full stop...

THIS PLEASE SEE ATTENTION TO>>>> anne2 n liz..hehee

P/S againn...: sorry ya i steal u both punya pics...i need to steal jg bah..haha

Sore Eyes..

alamak..forgot to type this post after a long time of drating..
cheh macam buat novel this..=G
last week on friday..
i've been attacked by sore eyes..
when i;m going to go for raya this..
suddenly my eyes reddish..
haguiii..
but i still go juga coz i duno it is sore eyes or not..
haha
peduli la dorang..benci sia..
in the petang, it became worst..
he try to pujuk me to go for check up as i really dun lyk to have any check up bah..
1st tym failed..
then suddenly..it attacked my head..
critical headache happened to me until i just can cry this...
then, i'm rushed to see doctor..
he worried i'm driving but i scolded him..
and i ran away..
then he keep call i duno how many tym tuh..
but i din ans..
until i lost my way i answered him..
he said i must see the doc now as he aiting for me thr..
arrived thr...
i saw my eyes..
really bad..
like a vampire eyes..
he looked into it..even i say dun..cuz it is berjangkit..
hallla...bio student b4 forgot ody scientific language...huhu
but he din scare so i stare him back..
then wat pisseed me off..
the doc scare to look into my eyes n juz give me the medicine..
then he knew it and said the doc 'sen ka lin'..
after that we keep gossiping bout the doc..
he bought me medicine..
and wit that my eyes cure in just 2 days..
really incredible for me..
because he really took care of me..
evrytym ask me 'taruh ubat' 'makan ubat' 'minum air'
until i terpaksa do all that..
when i go home keep ask me 'ok sudah?'
adui..mestila cepat baik ada nurse sy..
haha
but thank to him..
he really became a good private nurse for me..
i imagined like
'he wearing a tight and short skirt,uniform that loose the button till popping out the breast,
with a cap written "kiss my butt,lick my ketiak",feed me,bobo me and so on..full of passionate'
omg..
im gonna get sick all the year so that ican received care by the pondan nurse..haha
but i really appreciated that..
only he and my mom dare to stare at me while talking..
help me to ubat it..
thanks...
momy n sayang...
muakkksssssss...

P/S: get sick..so u will be care..=P peace ya..

Fairy_talE..

why I chose Fairy?
bcuz fairy as my tot is small lil creature n cute tiny things
that can fly..free to do anything n fulfilled all the dream...
kunun la kan..
i just love it..
thats y..
i changed my layout to it..
hope that i can meet one in my life..
but eventually it is just a dream..
it will be a sweet dream if i can see it..
hehe
talking s**t..
do i?
feel a lil warm n cosy now..
after talked to my best best kawan2 tersayang..
miss u both a lot..
it seems like "KURANG 1 EKOR"
but still i'm satisfy..
after all the silence beween us..
hehe
talking cock..
yg xda2..
crita terhambur2..
but still happy ni..

today xtvt:

8a.m-woke up..dun want too..but he paksa bangun minta kwn brkfast...'hey sy penat'

11a.m-hang gai wit dear ty inday..pg met ty juju..n buy gold..mahal leh..spnsorship:him..

2.p.m-at home..he arruved n bring to nabawan..'hey xmau'..so went to kilng..

6p.m-he showed up..bring me round the new house..'cerewet la u'=p

7p.m-me n him slept of tiredness..kalau la sy da kerja..hehe

9p.m-makan..n chat wit the kawan2 tonton..till now..tired to write..


FAIRY2...can u grant me a wish..I WANT A MILLION DOLLAR>..need $$ now..gosh..

P/S: saving is important ya...hehe

DruGs.

Drugs!

uR LOVE is my drug.

Drug Is UR lover.

Drug can kill u sayang.

bUt u LOVE DRUG than U love Me.

when I insist drug is "bad GIRL of urs"

but still U in love wit HER.

a night with ME.

nIGHT after Is with HER.

SHITTY drug!

U spoilt him FROM loving me again.

U seducing HIM!

U such a bad DRUG.

Hate U n I don't want to SEE u.

EVER.

IN mY LIFE!.

GeeGeeHolic..

yay...
a baby girl in our family was born on 28.08.10
her name is JILLIAN JILL JESSELYN..Jesselyn is the father name ya..hehe]

now all of us are crazy bout her..
to touch n kiss her..
a baby have nothing to worry about..
she sleep well always..
getting fatter day by day..

with her by our side we always smile..
even been 'culik' twice..
first my mom..
then my uncle minick..
haha
they all so funny...

now she came back to her hommy..
we all here miss her so much..
ndui..
geegee...
wait for us on ur full moon..
i feel like she is my love now..
i'm in love with this cute lil baby..

Tears..

Tears keep flowing down my cheek..
Hard to accept the fact that he had someone else..
I'm standing there..
Listening to the news..
Spoke out by his own mom..
I'm speechless..
I'm burning..
Finish everything..
I'm done..
Life must move on..
It's True ty Inday..
I shall let him know that I've already change..
Face the world without him..
No more him..
I'm holding my tears..
Try to wake up..
But it is a fact..
He with somebody..
Alright..
I gotta tell him..
We r just fren..
Eventhough I still love him..
But I can't hold him as I have to think bout his gf feel..
It's the end of everything..
From we..
To me n u..
From 5 years relation..
Now it's end..

-the end-

Welcome..

I quit from work..
Leaving my house..
Far from him..
Try to be independent..

That what I did now..

WELCOME
to my new life..
As a student..
As a growing lady..
Without my love by my side..
Without my mamy dady by myside..
Without my Ty inday..
Driving by myself..
Learn to be independent..

I miss u a lot sayang..
I love u..
Deep deeper deepest..
When we r far..
I can't sleep without u by my side..