wat's my plan???

SPM result released..and im still finding what course i should take...
haiisss =.='
course 'yes..i do' or 'accounting' or......no idea..haha
WSTPM(waiting someone to propose me) or STudy in Wat Course...haiyakk...
life never end with dilemma ya..i'm finding me in the future but still i'm lazy to discover WHO AM I??
In my head is only how toget more money..haha so i decided to have part time job in an office so i can earn money and continuos my study with my own money...
sometime i do plan to have a baby first and then futher my study....coz i scare thr will be no tomorrow..hahaha BUDU me....and i also scare keningau will fload cuz someone will crying when im not here..wakaka kunun...mudah-mudahan...
eii as long as i'm happy now ok la kan..
i'm so happy ne my babes all came to view me and supported me..i'm really glad...
babes sekalian..thanks so much k..im finding u all pic oh cuz i want edit...haiiya menyesal during sama2 not taken more pic ohh...aduiii..
Today i felt sad cuz im hurting my dady mamy's heart..haisss...sorry mamy dady...im too selfish...b4 im mommy's baby but now i became more BERTABIAT!! =(((

p/s: BABE JERIANNE BANNIE KULAI ELIP>>> amacam mau jd follower u tu?? addihh

ATTTTEEEENNNTIIONNN!!!! PLZ DON"T TYPED BAD THINGS ABOUT MY BABE!!! u bloody hell mrs..

HEYYY HEYYY HEYYYY!!!!!!!!mrs.chen...
why u want to say like that about my babe??????
can u speak politely too???
-.-"...I HATE WHEN SOMEBODY SAY MY BELOVED PERSON LIKE THAT!!!!
ARE U DON'T USE UR MIND TO THINK BEFORE SAY MY BABE LIKE THAT!!!
SHE IS MY BESTFRIEND!!! NO WONDER FOR HER TO PROTECT ME!!!
ARE U JEALOUS BCOZ U THE ONLY ONE HERE TO SUPPORT SAMMMY!!!???
adoooiiii...how come i don't have a good conversation with u and talk politely??
it is because u urself talk something that making my nerve to explode!!!
who are u actually???
i knew u supporting ur sammmy but please mind ur language here!!!!!
i love my babes!!! PLEASE DON"T LET ME SEE U HERE AGAIN!!
ONCE AGAIN!!!
STAY AWAY!!!!!!
aduuuuuiii...u did such an idiot way to win this conversation kan...
hey...mrs chen sayang....i also don't want to hurt sammmy...
I try to help her but u misunderstood me...so isit my fault???
But can u please tell me if sammy ever hurt me???
YA SHE DID!!!!!
SHe said that i'm ruining her relation with ah khong...
But the truth is at dat time i've already had new love with other guy..
AH KHONG FOUND ME AND CALLED ME!!!
BUT ALL THAT SAMMY BLAME ME!!!
SHE SAID BAD THINGS ABOUT ME IN FB!!!!
SOMETHINGS THAT MADE ME RUINED!!!
ohhhh mrs.chen...
u know how hard for me at that time???
BUTTTTT I FORGAVE HER!!!
I NEVER DO ANY BAD THINGS TO HER!!!!
SO U STILL BLAMING ME??????
i still called ah khong my dear,sayang or honey cuz im still love him..
that's was part of my love memories...
WE'VE BEEN THROUGH 4 YEARS relation SO U THINK I CAN FORGET IT EASILY???
MRS>CHEN u know what love is????
u said i hurt sammy but is ah khong sammmy's bf now??
why she should hurt???
IM MORE LONGER KNOW THE GUYS..
CAN"T I KEPT THE MEMORY??
BUT I TELL U LAR..
Sammy knew my story...now im getting with new guy...
so can u don't talk annoying things liao eh..
what else u want to know about me???
Or u want me to help??
Im nothing liao lor in sammy's matter..
pls leave k...
im begging u...
MRS.CHEN PLS SAY SORRY TO MY BABE!!!
UR FAULT KAY SO PLEASE DO IT!!!
MY BABE IS PRETTY,KINd,HELPFUL,MORE INTELLIGENT THAN U>>>!!!!!!
SHE USE HER MIND BETTER THAN U!!!
BTW>>>ur english please learn more before u used it...


P/S: CAYANG TIEN2....THANKS A LOT K...u helped me a loe ody...but i never do anything for u..cayang...thanks so much..and if got anything..u can talk with me ya...thankss...LOVE U>>>>umuahhhh...=*...miss u ohhhh..

BEB...DONT WORRY....all about mrs.chen said was nonsence tu...u are far fom what she's saing...for me..u are perfect..i love u beb..umuahhh...

HeLLO BLOGGERS...esp named mrsCHEN..

1st of all...I want to thank my beloved babe...
cuz she the one who understand me n my words..thanks beb..U R DA GREAT!!!!yeehaaa..

Anyway...I'm so happy coz MRS.CHEN viewed my blog...thanks ya...
but can i be honest with u???
why u CANNOT UNDERSTAND MY LANGUAGE..am I wrote it too hard to be read or u don't understand english???

DO U KNOW WHAT IS THE MEANING "AWAY"????
okey...i hope u can use ur dictionary wisely ya...better i teach u in malay...coz ur english is translated from chinese...
AWAY IALAH JAUH DARIPADA ATAU TIDAK JADI MACAM SAYA!!!!!
mind ur speech before u try to ruin my life k...ruin is merosakkan...how come u all study eng in malaysia but can't use it while writing...coz i dun understand what u saying la mrs.chen...sorry...
IN MY POST>>> I don't mentioned is SAMMY k..so U the one who judge SAMMY in this situation...apa punya kawan mau kasi terang2 nama kawan dalam hal buruk begini?????
haiyo...try u read it carefully la...
IM getting back with the guy????? SAYA TIDAK BOLEH COUPLE SAMA LELAKI LAIN MEH???
I dun get back with him larr...saya cakap sana is saya sekarang hidup lebih baik and jadi setia...tapi mesti sama tu lelaki yang sammy love ka??
So what lar if SAMMY read it??? I typed it for her lar...this is an advised not spoiling her life lar sayang...
I did this post to ask her be happy...because I ever had phone conversation with her and I knew her story...
no need u to tell me again...
about my last post yang i deleted tu...all she said to me i put there...so can u blame me??? U can sue me bah...so do it la...I don't scare coz she told me that...
I deleted i because my boyfren said it is not good to talk about virgin in blog...so for her own goodness i deleted lar...i sayang sammy as my sis juga...that's why i did not want she to be so obses with that guy...u know what that guy is not a nice person juga...
hey girl...u read my post again with ur teacher's help la...please la...

失去..难受..{T.T}

突然,我想要用话语来表达我心里沉默的一切....
虽然,我的话语不太好..希望大家别在意...哈哈..=)

我失去了我最要好的朋友..我的意识是我和她的友情越来越遥远了...
这是因为我的自私和不公平的态度...
为了我最恩爱的男人..我把对我很好的朋友或妹妹丢下了...
可是最受苦的还是我...因为...
当我闷闷不乐的时刻..她会在我身边配着我...
当我心情不好..她会用工的让我笑一笑..
当我有难...她会变成我的SUPERWOMAN..伸手帮我..
她实在是我最要好的朋友..
可是,她依然见到我这一个不知感谢的坏朋友...
我只能写很少...不过她对我的好是无话能讲完..
我的眼泪一滴又一滴的流着...可是,我也不能把她受过的伤治疗...

我只好希望我的爱人能了解好朋友的友情不是用嘴巴能切断..因为在我心里她还是我最爱最好的朋友...我爱你..
我也希望我的宝贝朋友可以了解我依然是没意识要和您分开...而是我没那么大的勇气来抱负您...我爱您...

P/S: Girl name s..ignore about how ppl want u to be or want to say about u...jst live ur life happily..does u live according to what ppl plan for u??? no isit??
if u love to facebooking then continue,if u love chatting why u should stop...I ever live according to my love one's plan..i just followed what he want me to be...1st I am so angry with him...but finally I knew he did that for my own goodness..Now i'm nomore a playgirl but becoming more loyal...but sometime what he want me to be or do are still unacceptable...I advised u but i was a person dat live thru wat dey want me to be...it's silly rite...but i advised u coz u still have chance to change ur lifestyle and away from becoming a girl like me...{^^} be happy...

My Bday & CNY

On the second of February..It's was my 18th bday..as I realised dat I will getting older so I dun really excited 2 celebrate the day..hehe
But!!! My honey did it..haha foolish syg..
On 29th of January..he suddenly appeared at my dady's car wash shop.. As I was on duty dat day he came to meet me n gif me an Iphone..
Which I never tell him I want it n never wish to have one.. But he ody gif me n he ugut me if I din accept it n try to used it I dun love him..haha punya budu padahal his phone yg hangkang ody..then after I tried to used it I knew la why it cost my syg until 3k.. Haiyoo
but now my hney yg berabis kesyokkan guna..now on9 pun I used it..hikhik.. Adaadaa my punya bm n bi asal language la teruk o kan..nvm la..
Okok now next story..byk ba dis my syg bg suprises.. On 1st Feb my syg tiba2 want celeb my bday..haahaa lucu pun Ada cos b4 dis he owez 4get my bday..haha he ask me to rdy nicely n bring me to airport..kgu romantic place kunu..haha tp he want celeb my day but all whose invited were his frens..haha nvm la.. I can't invite my fren cuz I dun even know his plan to celeb me.. But it's was da happiest nite la.. Thanks to my syg..love u syg..
At 12am whole airport I mean ppl in thr wish me "hapy bday" syok jg la..my syg wish me hold my hand n kiss me at my lil lips..hehe trus we continue bemabuk2 at midnight.. Duii hectic place oh.. Me n my syg drink n dance whole nite..adaadaa he can dance pla..
Next.. On 2nd Feb..my frens wish me..thanksssss alot ya to all my best frens..especially Jerianne..she wished me byk Kali o..n she also made a nice wish at her blog..thanks darling love u...
Love u all..I went for a dinner wit my family..thanks to my dad for brought us to a great place.. I love u dad,mum,ben n fify..
Then, I blew n cut my bday cake at my syg home..thanks to my mentua..n his family..haha
I felt so grateful..it was da most happy moment dat I had witt syg.. Grateful celebration.. But truely da happiest was my 17th bday celebration.. Always stay in my mind dat 17 cake.. Aduii missing anne,mac,cybil,ayank,tonton yg bertungkus lumis for my day..
Thanks to mr.lo vun Khong my syg..I love u lo vun Khong..hope Ada next year ag..hehe


For my cny pla.. Y'day went to my popo house mkn2.. Today at my syg side in tenom... Duhhh my syg kalah Judi 4k++.. Gilak!!!
Trus valentine x kena ingat tp kna kc tgl lg d uma..haiss..my dady lg sweet o bg my mum roses..loving o.. Xpa la yg ptg ari2 love makin tambah.. Hehe
to all: uii hepy cny..gong xi fa cai n hepy valentine k.. XoXo

Missing you lat....=(((

even juz saw him n kiss him fews hours b4 but i ody missing him..hais end up my sad feeling...

y'day we went hang kai since a.m till p.m....
uhhu syok leh cuz we not guin 4 dating..wakakak
juz hang out wit few buddies...
hahaha
da most noty one was ayap lor..huhu owess kacau de...
da most pity one was SAU HON LAU...hehehe
but still i enjoyed my day...thanks to my hney...mwacckkkxxx love u...

suddenly i wanna call him for awhile..waitttt...

damn no ans..he must get angry dis...haiisss...

continue later...waiittt XOXO

HoLiDaYYYY...

y'day my hney tiba2 brought me went kk..cuz he guin to buy a lorry for himself....so we go thr followed by other 2 tai ko..huhu cuz both big2 one...

so...sambil2 i go thr went for shopping at city mall..cuz my hney worried i will get bored when dey discussing bout da lorry wit da salesman....but truely YA i will get bored...huhu but im xtually not in mood for shopping alone...haisss..but since im thr ody so i juz go n bought things 4 my hney..haha


On the way back to kgau...it's came a prob to us...our CUTE STORM2 suddenly broke at kimanis...
Luckily got our superman came n help...he is SAU HON LAU....hahhaa
it's full of waiting session on dat tym xtually..duhhhh...

but kinda enjoy oso cuz 2 big guys r non-stop talking guys..haha lawak king...

juz arrived kgau juz nw..kinda tired la...gonna take nap wit hney lagi later...so just till then...

AnD im having new cousin...hehee...cute owhhh..it's baby boy...huhu later upload his pic...
XOXO..see ya