Friday, August 13, 2010

unpredictable...

u said dat u r happy when i mentioned to u dat im going to cont. my study..
u said dat i'm really not understand u..
but then u shut ur mouth..
u speechless..
nothing to say...
no smile on ur face..
it just that wherever i go u will follow me..
when i arrived to a place..
i looked back n thr u r behind me..
b4 this hugging is not ur interest..
but last night u keep on hug me until i can't breath..
luckily i dun die..
i really dun understand what's on ur mind..
u did wat i ask u to do..
but u keep silence...
horrow...
is wat my feeling now..
i made up my mind to study as u keepppppp push me to do so..
everyday u said..
'bawa pantat ka p cari kerja! pg la skola..pkir sal masa depan.'
but now when i really want to go..
u make such a dump2 dummy attitude..
that sometimes i just want to tear u to two parts..
really meradang..
wait for me...
wait me to come back..
i will be back..
when im free i will find u..
me too hard to leave..
but i have to..
everyday when i wake up u the first i saw sleeping beside me..
before sleep u the last one i see n chit chat wit me until both of us no sound...
it not dat i want to leave..
but then when i think back i should learn to be independent..

after this..
i will go..
away from u...
sleep without u..
makan without u..
but
still
i can't live without u..

I LOVE U SAYANG..

1 comment:

  1. OMG chi!! u still dont know what he's thinking about?? He want u to success but he bu se de fang ni zou.. aduii.. he really love u beb.. really love u.. appreciate him ok..

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