Wednesday, October 20, 2010

20.10.2010

hallaaaa...
it happen again..
instruder came again..
haiyak..
okok..
let me settle this ok...

but..

firstly, i want to thank you all my ladies...
liz...anne2...sandra..
u all my saviour and my heroin...
thanks so so much...

love u all....this < > much..
until the ujung dunia...
it's not i dun want to talk with u all..
but i also duno wat happen and i duno wat to share..
ok now i tell ya darling2 sekalian..

TO ADVICE :

REFER TO UR ADVICE..I REALLY APPRECIATED YOUR KINDNESS TOWARD ME..
THANKS A LOT..
BUT I WANT TO CLEAR THIS SITUATION AND I WANT U TO KNOW THAT SHOULD BE I'M THE ONE TO UNDERSTAND THE WHOLE SITUATION THAN U DO RIGHT..
BUT U ACT LIKE U KNOW EVERYTHING..
I DON'T OFFEND WHAT YOU HAD ADVISED..AND NO WORD AS ANGRY..
BUT SEEMS LIKE U AMBUSHING MY FRIEND LIKE THEY NEVER WITH ME..
BUT THE TRUTH IS THEY KNEW ME THAN EVERYONE ELSE..
NEVER EVER SAY LIKE THAT AGAIN ABOUT THEM OK..

OK HOW COME U KNOW HE CHEATING BEHIND ME?
HOW COME U KNOW HE MAKE LOVE WITH OTHERS?
GIVE ME AN EXPLAINATION THEN I WILL ASK HIM..
BECAUSE I DON'T LIKE TO BOOM-ING HIM JUST LIKE THAT WITHOT ANY EVIDENCE..
GIVE ME AT LEAST ONE REASON AND WHY I HAVE TO ASK HIM THEN I ASK OK..

IF U KNOW MORE THAT UNTIL HE MAKING LOVE WITH OTHERS BEHIND ME..
SO I ASK U NOW?
IS U THE GIRL WHO MAKING LOVE WITH HIM?
BECAUSE NO ONE EVER COMPLAIN TO ME ABOUT HIM..
YOU ARE THE FIRST ONE..
HORRAAYYYY....U ARE THE NUMBER ONE..

ACTUALLY I'M AWAY WITH HIM FOR ONLY 3DAYS EVERY WEEK..
THURSDAY TILL SUNDAY NIGHT I AM SLEEPING BESIDE HIM..
THE REST OF THE NIGHT HE WILL CALL ME BEFORE HE SLEEP..
AND MY FRIEND WILL ACCOMPANY HIM TO SLEEP..
HOW HE CHEAT ME ACTUALLY?
BY DIGGING A HOLE IN HIS ROOM?

ACTUALLY I KNEW MORE THAN THAT..
I KNEW WHAT HE DOING BEHIND ME..
HE BEEN SO HONEST..
EVEN HIS STORY WITH OTHER GIRL HE ALSO TELL ME..
WE ARE SAME LIKE BEST FRIEND..
I DON'T CONTROL HIM BUT I CARE FOR HIM..

YA..
I KNEW I WROTE A LOT ABOUT HOW DEEP MY HURT IS..
YA I GET A LOT OF HURT..
BUT AT LEAST I STILL BEING CARE..
I 'M HAPPY THOU..

BE HONEST..
AT LEAST SOMEHOW SOMEWHAT HE STILL DESIRE TO PUMPING ME..
IF HE SLEPT OTHERS..
WHY THE HELL HE STILL WANTING ME TO GIVE HIM HEAVEN..
I BEEN OPEN HERE TO TELL MY 'BEDTIME' STORY BECAUSE IT IS OFTEN YO US AS A TEEN..

WE STILL SYOK LIKE HEAVEN WHEN WE PUMPING AROUND..
IF HE MAKE UP WITH OTHERS HE DOESN'T NEED ME ANYMORE RIGHT..
BUT IF HE STILL DOING SO..
WHAT CAN I DO?
MAN NEED PASSIONATE..
AT LEAST HE COME BACK TO ME EVERY NIGHT AND NEVER LEAVE ME SLEEP ALONE
EXCEPT MY LEAVING..
BUT THEN HE WAS HERE..
HE STILL DOING GREAT IN MAKING LOVE..=D

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I AM AGRESSIVE...
SORRY IF IT IS SENSITIVE TO ANYONE..
BUT I AM OPEN MINDED...

BY THE WAY..
THANKS AGAIN..
I KNEW U CARE FOR ME..
I KNEW U WANT ME TO GET HAPPINESS..
BUT I FOUND MY HAPPINESS TOO IN THIS HURTFUL HEART..

THANKS.. "BOWING"

P/S: SORRY FOR THE WHOLE SEXUAL THINGY...=KAKAKAKA


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