HATE THIN!!!!

Recently I ate much small portion..
I dono Y am I hate to eat..
I'm hungry
BUT
I'm choosy
....
Many people worry about my getting loss weight..
I never realized it until my family and HIM mad at me..
They really trying their best to fulfill my wanted but still it decreasing..
Everyone talked..
Said bad about me..
But that's true..
Can U imagine that I can fit in my 10 years back short..
MY cloth getting loser..
I;m so sorry for making u all worry..
By then I will try to gain a lot..
I will n promise..

I really feel bad..
I also not interested being 'wait and see' when I am eating to make sure I finished eating..
Weird betul oh kena tengok makan..
Like I will throw the food..
I need to said "sy mau muntah sudah" then they released me from the punishment!!!
AmBOI!!!

How I can stand it..
My mom and grandma will take food for me and force me to eat in front of them and no TIPU!!
They cooked what I want..
They don't force me to finish it
BUT
They asked me to eat and eat..

He will wait me at the dining table until I can muntah..
BUY me everything I want to eat as long as I finish it..
By then..
I am very scare to eat for more than 2 days the same food..
He rather wait the CHICKEN CHOP cooked in front of the shop and look at me finished it..
IF NOT..
no mercy for me..
For the next hour I will asked to eat again..

Sometimes I angry with their attitude but think back they are care for me..
what's funny is..
Sometimes I can force anymore I keep all the rice in mouth and throw which I can't swallow again..
hahhahaa
but I caught up..='=

BUT
I WILL RELEASED!!!
AHAHA
I'm going to start studying so I will be far from their enforcement which sometime make me suffer..

BTW>>>
Thanks for the care, effort, and love momy,mamak and U,sayang...
I will gain weight okay..
I know U are stocking supplement for me to bring tomorrow..
OKOK I will take it..
NO worry...Be happy....

U all take care too...
muahhhhhhhhhhhh...=*
LOVE U ALL>>>>>>



P/S: Don't annoying when they treat us even bad or good..coz sometimes it might be a good thing for us..XOXO