Friday, February 4, 2011

BAD..!

I'm roti canai-ing..
I'm sorry if I'm kind of emotion again in this post..
But I'm just can't stand to present my heart feel now..


1st February 2011
he went out for clubbing when I'm showering..
as I told before he refused to celebrate my birthday but he went to KRK by himself..

2nd February 2011
At 12am..I didn't receive any text or call from him..
At 3am..he came back and we have a big fight..fight on my birthday was not good for me..
I blamed him for everything..
and I cried till morning..
I went out and have a fun breakfast with my family..
I love them so much..
Thanks for the spent..
what I am happy about the day was all my relatives, babes and friends got wished me..
I'M SO GLAD TO HAVE U ALL IN MY LIFE...!!!!
THANKS EVERYBODY AND LOVE U ALL SO MUCH//
except him..
He didn't wish me even once..
He didn't give me any present and leave me..
That night I slept alone..
I'm asking for separation..
Without doubt he let me go..
And I said because of he didn't have any concern about myself then he blamed me again..
He blamed everyone beside me for not celebrating my birthday..
Till now he forget me..

3rd February 2011
I said I'm bored then he bring me to celebrate CNY at his popo house..
I received many red packet..
Thanks everyone..
Then he sent me home..
He said he want to go for gambling..
He Lied to me..
at last I knew he went for clubbing..
everyday he lied to me..

4th February 2011
My cousin organized CNY party..
I'm so happy to meet with all my relatives..
I'm so glad I still have them..
It is super fun..=)

Lately..
I'm thinking of giving up in love,,
There are dreams to pursue..
then..
I've been escape from class..
So I need to change my attitude..haihhh..

MY ROLE MODEL NOW!!!- SHIBUHARA GIRLS...They do everything to catch their aimed..




everyday was not fine to me..I've been cried a lot.. I'm so hurt with him..but then I felt too relieved as I can talk to someone and it heal me..thanks to u for so long u still treat me better..


p/s: I will post some picture in the next epi..hohoho

3 comments:

  1. babe!!!!! im sooooooooo mad at u now..y dun u let me noe tat uve been left alone on ur bday1 urgh! how can guys be so mean towards u syg....
    bout tat bday just forget it k? syn also wont remeber my bday tis month, we just haf to accept it,they dun tink its important to remeber our bday..
    dun tink many k darl! be strong! iLY owez...
    p/s: faster upload ur pic,hehe

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  2. ehhhhhh cyg! we will celebrate it with u k! biar la he left u alone. u still have us. we love u as much as he do =) kita pun buli p clubbing m,a cyg! hahaha ba happy k!

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  3. sandra my dear- haha..ok bah tu..tym tu sy pun enjoy crying..hehe ILY u too babe..alar at least he rmbr u mah kan dear..hehe xpa xpa hal dah berlalu..

    liz my dear..yeahh..ni bikin sedap mata memandang komen u ni babe..haha

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