Tears..

Tears keep flowing down my cheek..
Hard to accept the fact that he had someone else..
I'm standing there..
Listening to the news..
Spoke out by his own mom..
I'm speechless..
I'm burning..
Finish everything..
I'm done..
Life must move on..
It's True ty Inday..
I shall let him know that I've already change..
Face the world without him..
No more him..
I'm holding my tears..
Try to wake up..
But it is a fact..
He with somebody..
Alright..
I gotta tell him..
We r just fren..
Eventhough I still love him..
But I can't hold him as I have to think bout his gf feel..
It's the end of everything..
From we..
To me n u..
From 5 years relation..
Now it's end..

-the end-

Welcome..

I quit from work..
Leaving my house..
Far from him..
Try to be independent..

That what I did now..

WELCOME
to my new life..
As a student..
As a growing lady..
Without my love by my side..
Without my mamy dady by myside..
Without my Ty inday..
Driving by myself..
Learn to be independent..

I miss u a lot sayang..
I love u..
Deep deeper deepest..
When we r far..
I can't sleep without u by my side..

unpredictable...

u said dat u r happy when i mentioned to u dat im going to cont. my study..
u said dat i'm really not understand u..
but then u shut ur mouth..
u speechless..
nothing to say...
no smile on ur face..
it just that wherever i go u will follow me..
when i arrived to a place..
i looked back n thr u r behind me..
b4 this hugging is not ur interest..
but last night u keep on hug me until i can't breath..
luckily i dun die..
i really dun understand what's on ur mind..
u did wat i ask u to do..
but u keep silence...
horrow...
is wat my feeling now..
i made up my mind to study as u keepppppp push me to do so..
everyday u said..
'bawa pantat ka p cari kerja! pg la skola..pkir sal masa depan.'
but now when i really want to go..
u make such a dump2 dummy attitude..
that sometimes i just want to tear u to two parts..
really meradang..
wait for me...
wait me to come back..
i will be back..
when im free i will find u..
me too hard to leave..
but i have to..
everyday when i wake up u the first i saw sleeping beside me..
before sleep u the last one i see n chit chat wit me until both of us no sound...
it not dat i want to leave..
but then when i think back i should learn to be independent..

after this..
i will go..
away from u...
sleep without u..
makan without u..
but
still
i can't live without u..

I LOVE U SAYANG..

Little Castle & overhauled myself....

overhauled myself..hehe from long to short hair...

before it was straight as the pic on side of this

blog...then...curl...after that short..i done it

for only...

4 months..huhuhu

LITTLE CASTLE..

dis was my mum's theme to decorate our house..

mamy named it as above..

i felt so warm everytime i reached my home...

mamy really great in designing...]

my mum's creativity i showed here coz our home will always have different design...

esp when mamy on holiday../

all made by my mamy...

designer: clara..XD