Fullness,,,

I am very very satisfied today
cause
I ate a lot...
Finally ..
ahhahaa
I ate 5 meal today and all of it
SUPERB DELICIOUS!!!

Time to gain weight..
Trouble come to me..
and eventually my brother that never talk to me nicely..
confront me and have feeling to feeling talk..
I am happy at least I have achieve one good news..
I wish everything gonna be fine..
'crossing finger'
..

Time past
People change..
I want to talk
But
I never have the gut..

Now all I want to do is let it out..
I knew everything out of ctrl..
I knew that..
I am not stupid..
Matters come everyday...
I am crying in deep..

But
I remain my happiness!!!
Happy in face!!
Let out a smile!!

I don't cry it out..
I don't let myself hurt..
I just go on the flow..
Everything happen with a reason..
How bad it is..
I am still smile...

Hurt if u don't take it as a burden..
Make it ur die-to-be feel..
U won't feel it..
I do cry but after that when I think back what am I cry for..
To get all thing settle with tears..
NO!!!
Tears doesn't help..
U help urself..
I've been childish..
Make everything normal and happy..
even it is bad..
Because that the way we can think wisely..

That is my perception on matters..
I always pot pet about this and that..
after that it turn me off..
We should face it..
Let it..
Try to solve not to waste time on crying..

ask for ideas when u have babes..
talk to ur love one..
Be brave..
confess..
for some like me..
I do pray..
pray heal me as it motivate me and help me..

But of all this..
I assumed one..
FIND UR SATISFACTION!!!!!!!!
don't let hurt tear u down dying..

p/s : I still love the food..secret recipe cake..letchon kuwali...shrimp...mayonnese chicken..cupcakes...rice...pulut rice...

these few day I ate what I want..eventhough it hurt my dear wallet..sorry sayang layan nafsu sy..some are freeeeee,,ok...nanay bday and prince full moon..N that is my satisfaction..hehehe

Question In My Head??

1. do he love me?

2. am I a good girl?

3. why I need to do assignment?

4. why I spent too many money?

5. why am I so manja with him?

6. why today so hot?

7. do I need a baby?

8. why his ex-gf bf hate him?

9. do I like to be alone?

10. Chocolate Factory syok or not?

11. why we should drink and drunk?

12. dance make me fun..do u?

13. why I am so lazy?

14. what I want to buy 1st?

15. why I wake up late?

16. why I'm nerd sometimes?

17. why there are too many works to do?

continue laterr...i'm tired...=)

recent activity :
have fun with my beloved utin and all frens...
had jumpa the new baby in family..
i couldn't sleep now coz he is not here...=(((
hope to see my babe..jbk..
haha
nitezz...

p/s : peace no war and don't recrute me..=D

Alkisah..

sorry for being so silent...

silent in motion, speech and blah blah blah..

today I'm gonna be a pak belalang..

I wanted to share a story..

Dikisahkan..

Suatu masa dahulu..

hehe

I don't mean to be rude..

But this story is happened..

It's just I don't mean to blame others.

notice :
Cerita ini tidak berkaitan antara hidup dan mati..

Suatu masa dulu,

sang cinderella hidup bahagia dengan sang prince..

namun disebabkan tsunami mendatang..

mereka berpisah..

setelah menemui hidup yg baru..

cinta baru berkuntum..

stelah sekian lama..

bukit-bukau..

gunung berapi..

volcano..

gempa bumi...

semuanya ditempuhi..

demu cinta yg utuh..

setelah menemui kebahagiaan yg tiada tandingannya..

sang puteri..

merangsang minda sang putera..

mereka saling berhubung dan meluahkan perasaan yg terpendam..

akhirnya..

cinderella megundur diri..

walau pahit ditelan jua..

cinderella yg naif tetap naif..

yg kaya tetap kaya..

-The End-

huehue..

My Girl and I..

juz finished watched this movie..
korea movie..
funny + sad story..
omg..
still crying..
love the actress so so much..

more korean movie to watch..
nice story..
but always sad ending..
after this want to ask anne2 how to download movie..
hiak2..

i missssss him so badly..
eventhough I will be meet him few hours more..
haisss...

he called and called lambat lg..
but seems I have my own priority too..
so just bare with it..
what else I can do..

need to go back there as soon as possible..
put our cloth into the box and need to move into new house..
so far away..
but still my 1st house is my house..
miss my mum and dad..
my ba gua pun blum makan lg..
huhu

can't sleep and have quiz tomorrow..
aduii..
tons of things to do..

packing..
organizing..
license..
mykad..
ash wednesday..
assignment..

in a week I need to clear all this stuff..
aiyo..
forget to find design for the closet again..

i'm hoping for having own house..
mansion..
wakaka
xiang tai tuo..
but live with target is good..
huuhuu
big but with this i'm more motivated to earn and dig..
need part time job..
anyone??/
give some brainstorm pleassttt....

tired but what to do..

do u ever?

geng..

do u ever face this situation...

u are trying to help him...

but then he will say none of ur business..

shuuuttt..

I din't like it at all..

it is cool?
no it is not..

bah yala kan..

hari2 kemundian when u kena baru u tau/..

at that time I will say none of my business..

sometime for me..

I have my own privacy..

I don't like things about me such as pic to be use by other people..

except my babes, him and my family..

if I don't have any connection with the person..

for sure..

I don't like and hate it so much..

next..

do u ever been blame for the mistake u r not doing..

I ever..

and I hate it too..

it's happened to me in tuuuuttt..

damn it...

but be nice..

who know someday u will get more luck..

huuhuu

so...

MORAL OF THE STORY : Be aware and precaution is important..

don't let hacker to destroy our life..

p/s : even that u hate.. but don't keep it in heart.. it will explode..kabooommmmm..

AMNESIA!!!

I think I have these type of sickness..
haha
I couldn't sleep well this few days..
because I scared of sleeping alone..
Many things appear in my mind..
especially about momo or Ghost..

huhuhu
I knew It is very idiot to think this way..
but true..
I scare sleep alone..
and thinking there will be momo watching me sleeping...

but i have to..
if not do I really need someone to acc me//
then I will be so embrasing..
haha

I need to have my gut..
if I sleep when there are people still play game or chit chat..
then I will be awake at 3 in the morning..
Isn't that is so stupid!!!!///

so I need to call my dear every hours..
after that he will get mad and he silent his Iphone...
Damn u..
grrr...

I remembered once..
I scared till I cry so badly..
then he need to call Jim to see me and wait till I slept and never ever close his and mine room door..
so funny...

I am such a silly stupid girl..
bUt be honest..
I am very afraid of sleeping alone in the dark...
I think when I am small I am braver than now..
\wakkaa..


One more thing..
I really interested of the INSTAX CAMERAS!!!!
I WANT IT!!!
time to save money..hehe

p/s : still I'm a kiddy????? why am I so afraid...=.=