Sangat TERUK!!!

hari ini sy buka2 fb kan terjumpa la ni MV yg c terence post..

mula2 x kepingin mau tgk..

skali tgk kan..

punya shhhhhoooooott

tu perempuan dia pukul 1 perempuan..

kurang hajor btl o..

dia ingat dia yg plg berkuasa ni..

bikin malu betul..

tapi tulah..

sy xfaham pa yg drg bercakap..

tp jgn la sampai dtendang,dtampar perempuan tu..

sama2 manusia..

hari ini hari ko..

esok hari siapa yg tau..

teruk betul la org mcm tu..

xda kesedaran moral betul la...

dia memukul mcm tu perempuan dia yg lahirkan..

biar mcmna pun salah c pemangsa..

hal boleh bincan la geng..

bkn mau terus angkat tangan n kaki..

ko ingat ko hebat sangat la mau memukul mcm tu..

mau d maki hamun org ramai tul la gadis bertreep tai ka jie tuh..

haiss..

geram betul nampak c pemangsa kena pukul..

for ALL..

p/s: hal boleh duduk and berbincang..bukan terus2 memukul..hari lain mana ko tau ko yg dipukul laki..masa tu kami cakap nakotoh!!!! baru padan muka ko.. =(

Eksperesi Diri..

now I just want to say!!

Huarrrgggghhhhh...
ERRRRmmmmm...

Bercampur aduk udah perasaan sy ni skg..
Dui giah...
Antah ni kenapa dih..

Lama dah x guna BM ..
Takut pula lupa daratan..

Sy usyah2 blog org tadi..
Wow..
banyak pla yg terjadi dah..
Yang kelentong yang berdiri..
Banyak ragam yg sy jumpa..
Bah..
At least most of all happy
then CHEEERRRSSS for all...
Feel mau p dista2 tapi x kawan ni...]
Boring gla...

Macam2 mood sy skg..
Mau gila ada...
Malas tahap gaban ada..
Marah tahap dewa ada..
Yg ptg sy moody betul...

haiss...
mengalahkan org mengandung betul mood sy ni..
Marah x tentu pasal...
Jeles x tentu pasal..
Mau dpeluk salah..
X peluk salah...
(tanda2 period mungkin ni)]
hua hua..

kadang2 kita susah mau tafsir perangai org kan..
kdg baik sama kita kdg dsebaliknya..
kdg ada udang d sebalik mihun..
sepandai2 tupai melompat akhirnya jatuh ke tanah jua..
duhh..
karisma dong..

kdg baik lg kita lepak ma org yg sederhana..
(bg sy xda yg miskin selg drg ada mknan and tempat tinggal)

pernah sekali tu kan..
sy ma geng raja lawak..
vien,boboy,aligato and ah syn..
pg la kunuk ni jd upin dan ipin..
haha
membantu ni atuk yg kena halau dari tempat dia selalu berteduh...
dia x rumah and merempat tepi jalan selalu..
kami bg dia makanan..
dia dgn ikhlas mendoakan kami..
baiknya hati atuk tu kan..

tulah bah kan..
bg pendapat sy la kan..
org2 yg tidak berupaya ikhlas dgn hati yg betul2 ikhlas ni..
sy x berniat mau mengkritik mana pihak..
tapi try kita imbas la..
buat apa anak2 dlahirkan kalau akhirnya ibu bapa dibiar d tepi jalan..
buat apa ferrari kalau makin ramai org tidak berdaya merempat..

tapi mmg susah mau cakap la..
sab apa yg terjadi kita x pasti apa penyebabnya..

macam sy la..
sy cukup makan,cukup pakai,cukup tinggal..
tapi kdg sy masih mengharap lebih dari tu..
sy mengharap duit lebih..
sy mengharap barang2 mahal..
yg akhirnya semua tu tinggal jak d dunia masa sy d akhirat..

terus sepantas kilat kunuk sy ter-remind kata2 pujangga (chewah) mamak and mamy kesayangan hati ku semalam...
" harta paling berharga d dunia ialah ANAK!"
dengan bangga nenek sy cerita dia ada anak masa umur 16 taun..
and mamy sy pun bangga dia beranak sy masih dia muda2..
bukan dalam umur 30-an..
nenek sy bagi hint blg umur 19 mau ada anak sdh supaya nti drg jd bekalan masa depan sy..
sy xtau la mau mark hal ni betul atau salah..
tap ya la..
sy tgk drg skg senang lenang..
mamak sy umur 50-an duduk d rumah sdh..
anak2 bagi duit..
mamy sy x payah pening2 mau kasi skola 3 org anak..
skg semua kena suruh sendiri..
tinggal adik kecil jak..
umur mamy sy masih 30-an mainsuruh2 kami sdh ni buat ini buat itu..
org lain masih terkejar2 anak2 kecil..

sy x bermaksud sy pun mau ada anak..
sab skang ni pun zaman moden..
kbykan xmau ada anak..
tapi tu bergantung ma sy lepas umur sy 20-an..
haha
sy belum ready ya..
tapi ni yg D ATAS tentukan..
kita menerima dan syukur ja la atas semua pemberian..

tapi yg nyata betul la anak tu harta..
so anak2 sayangila ibu bapa anda..
sy bukan jg anak yg baik..
tapi sy sentiasa ada hati mau berkorban serba sedikit utk ibu bapa sy..
sy x tinggal sama drg sab sy xmau membebankan drg..
yg ptg sy x conteng arang d muka drg sdh la kan..

salah jg tingal berasingan..
tp bila fikir sal bebanan tu buat sy jadi benggong..


p/s: LOVE doesn't mean only for 1 person in life...=) CHEERS..

Valentine's Story..

Funny But Sweet too..

I've been wondering that I will be having a bored valentine as U all knew that he is not so romantic..

BUt what happened made me fly fly away..
wakaka
Funny..

I reached Keningau and he was slept after calling me again and again..
Then as I reached I saw a big bouquet of flower and I tot it is belonged to Boboy's gf..
so I started to be emotional..

I started a fight and he went out for a drink..
He kept text me and please me to be more understanding..

I ignored with all my anger..
I start to text by talking rubbish things..
I even said 'KO kalah org miskin'

the night I slept with tears..
my valentine ended up with my tears..
then
He came back and asked me to wake up..
He is too drunk and told me the situation he encountered and tell me to trust him..
I slept away...
Living him with the pain..

today early morning.. I woke with sadness cause thinking the bouquet is not mine..
I'm frust..

His mother walk into the room to check on him and saw the bouquet and yelled 'wow...ko punya ka?'
then I said no..
She then asked him 'mama punya ka ni?'
he said 'bukan chi-chi yang punya'
I didn't believe him at all..

keep being emo lagi..
then I asked 'sapa punya bunga tu?'
he said 'bapa sy punya??? kau la!!! buat apa sy taruh d bilik yg ko selalu masuk buat apa sy beli'
hahaha

and the whole day I keep smiling..
he accompany me the whole day to repay the day I am in KK on valentine day..
IN heart my heart whispered I love u..

He is the man who didn't show his love..
But he acted to love..
Sometimes I can't read his mind..
Sometimes I am angry with him and feel like want to kill him...
But his egoistic sometimes make u laugh..
But even there are good and bad sides of him..
I knew he love me..
and I knew I love him..

Sayang hope there are more valentine for us..

LOVE YOU LO VUN KHONG...
I am with the present..like always he refused to take picture...my second flower with him..wakakak..I love it so much...and it is combination of my FAV flower..lavender and roses....thanks again sayang..=) bigger than my head..it is BIG!!


p/s: happy valentine day and wish u all have a blast day..=)

Shot...shot..

1st of allllll....
I'm damn happy that I can talk to JERIANNE BANNIE KULAI ELIP!!!!
hahaa
because I've been so jual-ikan don't out and have a long talk with her..
sorry babe..
now I'm happy like terlepas from sangkar ni..
duh..

next..
here then pic of my current life in 2011..haha baru lagi..

my last 18 years..tuanya..


the morning of my bday..=( lonely..

me marah2 ody..tanda2 old lady..
what we did? watch movie..=(((the CNY open house...mamy with daphne...hehe
daphne again..huhu gaya..and she is the model during the day..haha

p/s: boring pic right..but it is the only memory I had..no more..appreciated saja la..haha

BAD..!

I'm roti canai-ing..
I'm sorry if I'm kind of emotion again in this post..
But I'm just can't stand to present my heart feel now..

1st February 2011
he went out for clubbing when I'm showering..
as I told before he refused to celebrate my birthday but he went to KRK by himself..

2nd February 2011
At 12am..I didn't receive any text or call from him..
At 3am..he came back and we have a big fight..fight on my birthday was not good for me..
I blamed him for everything..
and I cried till morning..
I went out and have a fun breakfast with my family..
I love them so much..
Thanks for the spent..
what I am happy about the day was all my relatives, babes and friends got wished me..
I'M SO GLAD TO HAVE U ALL IN MY LIFE...!!!!
THANKS EVERYBODY AND LOVE U ALL SO MUCH//
except him..
He didn't wish me even once..
He didn't give me any present and leave me..
That night I slept alone..
I'm asking for separation..
Without doubt he let me go..
And I said because of he didn't have any concern about myself then he blamed me again..
He blamed everyone beside me for not celebrating my birthday..
Till now he forget me..

3rd February 2011
I said I'm bored then he bring me to celebrate CNY at his popo house..
I received many red packet..
Thanks everyone..
Then he sent me home..
He said he want to go for gambling..
He Lied to me..
at last I knew he went for clubbing..
everyday he lied to me..

4th February 2011
My cousin organized CNY party..
I'm so happy to meet with all my relatives..
I'm so glad I still have them..
It is super fun..=)

Lately..
I'm thinking of giving up in love,,
There are dreams to pursue..
then..
I've been escape from class..
So I need to change my attitude..haihhh..

MY ROLE MODEL NOW!!!- SHIBUHARA GIRLS...They do everything to catch their aimed..




everyday was not fine to me..I've been cried a lot.. I'm so hurt with him..but then I felt too relieved as I can talk to someone and it heal me..thanks to u for so long u still treat me better..


p/s: I will post some picture in the next epi..hohoho

18 years ago..

anne2 my luf called me today and she asked me to think back wat I did when I am 18..

haha

noty u..

but I think that the best thing I should do..

thanks babe..

I love u i love u..

During 18...

1. I less meet my family..bcz of job..

2. I less meet my babes...bcz many reason...one of it..job again...

3. I started my new life in college..

4. He made a wonderful birthday for me..LOVE U sayang..

5. Job make me busy and I HATE IT for being the separator for me and my family and friends..

6. I love when I am 17 I always with my family and friends and him too..

7.I can give my parents money and earn money by myself..

8. I've been a bad girl..

9. I make a lot of mistakes..

10. I know how important money is..

11. I meet a lot of mankind..

12. I've been annoying..

13. I knew I am slow motion..

14. I knew what the important of time..

15. I live my life with him..

16. I am grown up..but still immature.

17. I hate my attitude that mumbling all the time..

18. I am 18 but I didn't enjoy my 18..hate it..

p/s : life is life, human is human, but human never be perfect all the time..=)