Hallllloooorrrrr..

It's beeen a looooonnnnnggggg time I didn't update u my Mr. Bloggy..

hehe

It's kinda hard for me to steal some time for typing..
Been busy with family and Him..
cherish every moment bebeh..

weekdays I will going back to my real n 1St house..
most of the time I will be at my mama AkA my beloved granny house..
while waiting for my love to fetch me or I fetch him..

then He will be MOGINUM tapai with my family..
chit chat and blah blah blah..
until they satisfied..

For me the No DRINK n DRUNK in front of my family will be watching them and waited sambil marah2..

sometime I slept thou..

harggghh...

I duno what story to be put in here..
so many things happen to me lately..

I will grab another time to upload picture so long story can be shorten..

I will jote down something that come to my mind now thou..

1.I am more into Kim Kardashian now..still following Keepin up with The Kardashian eventhough watching it for many many times..very envy with Kim Fairytale wedding..=) wish to have 1..wakakak.

2.I am a blondy now..but the colour didn't really appear as the one my stylist showed to me.. kinda like it coz I am scare my hair colour turn to be a bit lighter than I am gonna be look like sick people..


3.He changed a bit as he only drink for 1 to 2 times a week and spend more time with me..which I kind of glad n proud with his achievement..been argued about so many things.. but times make it better..no relationship lasting without argument..happy relationship still having a bit misunderstood..we just need to be patient..


4.my economical side a bit worst this few month..which meant I need to save some money..a bit upset bout dis..

5.much healthier than the other month..

6.I get back my Mr.Mark n Mummy love..love them...




I think thats all for today..I;m reallly2 tired..last week I attended 3 party on Friday and 1 wedding on Saturday..so not enuf sleep and today work whole day and then cleaning only the closet or dressing room..I am taking 70% of the sloset..sorry honey..hehehe


P/S : Congratulation to Ben and Joyce for their wedding..thanks for inviting..and such a great couple..lovely cuople..waiting for ur bby now..XD

Done Lie To Me..

ehehe..
not dat he lie to me..

But this is all about my craziness in Korean Drama..

Just now is the final episode..

sad..
It's done..
But after all I love the happy ending..

LOve it so mucHH..
iT is about lying turning into LOVE..<3

I love everything about it..
the actress..
the cool actor..
the actress style..
OMG..
I am in love with it..

every Wednesday & Thursday night I will end up arguing with HIM to let me to watch it..
Every Sunday I spent 3 hours in the morning without cleaning the room watching thee rewind..

I am crazy..
hehe

but it is worth enough for me..

so next..

I am searching for the best facial treatment for my skin..
this is the time for me to love my skin and hair..
I need to care of myself..
any suggestion Pleaseee????


I am much stress than when I am studying..
too much for me to handle on..
Thankful that I have my mother to help me in everything..


Just a sec,
I am watching about money planner..
Damn I felt that I spend a lot..
I knew that is really bad..
After this I will try to overcome this matter..
I spent RM 150 for 2 days..
I think that is a lot..

Honey we need to cut down..

p/s: money doesn't come easily..think about it..

Relaxxxx....

Uarghhhh...
best..

my beloved hubby just did me a favor..
huhu
thanks my love..

my hectic schedule made me tired everyday..
so I asked him to massage me..

he did it..
I don't know what is the name..
he used glass to suck out the toksin in me..

damn hurt..
but it is worth enough..
I felt so relax..
I just want to enjoy my good night..
look at the pic..
so no need for me to bluff-ing..

hehehe

nites everyone..

lots of love & big hugs..
enjoy alice in the wonderland first..

Silent Night!

No sound or words since the last few hours..

Start from i yelling over him, and he yelling over me..

Turn into silent..

I know sometimes its gonna rain..
But honey can we make up..

I don't want u to go to bed mad at me...
I don't want me to go to bed mad at you..

We won't let it go for nothing..

He on the left..
I'm on the right..
A pillow between..

I made a mess on his table to attract for a little attention but it getting worst..

Silence..
Keep on silence..

Tonight..
Hate everything about me tonight.

Moody..

Sleep alone sometimes good..
No one beside me also sometimes good..
No hug during sleep also good so that I can close the window..
No goodnight kiss fine..
So I can have cream on my face..
I can fully use lappy without sharing..
I can have my own pillow..
I can have my own blanky..
Away from me..
We have black and white area..

We should fight sometimes..
We couldn't be happy all the times..

U mad at me..
Me too mad at you..


In fact......
I want to have the normal night..
I am alone
without the
chit-chat before sleep..
kisses..
hug..

But let it be quite for a night...
Solo night...

Kind of Fine...=)




Ref : Neyo - Mad...

Keburukan Saya..

1. Pen-jelaous Num 1..

2. Over manja..

3. Cepat terasa..@ Sensitive..

4. Soft-hearted..

5. Coward..

6. Tidak tepati janji..

7. Say 1 maybe will change to 2..

8. Pemarah cket..

9. Buruk perangai..

10. Rosak..

11. Pemalas..

12. Kuat tidur..

13. Pengotor..

14. Kuat pakai duit..

15. Tia boleh pakai..

16. Annoying..

17. Sikit punya hal jd besar..

18. X arah tujuan..

19. Easy to be cheated..

20. Too many bad side of me until it is not enough for me to explain more..


BUT

The good is I'm loving him so much.. He can accept my attitude..
Thanks Lo Vun Khong.

'I take a bow'

stop it might be good for u so that u can view what real world is..
cause..
I ever watch and try it..
too many times..

sorry..

Happy Birthday Neyy..

Happy 22nd Birthday to u honey..

it is the 6th time - one time that we are not together that we've celebrate it together..

I just wish that u will be a good boy..
Drink less and make more money..
All u ever wanted u will get it this year..

had two nights celebration that we were getting mad..
I do enjoyed..

Hope that more birthday to come that we will celebrate..
I love u so so much..
Day by days I am get to know the real u..

thanks..
and sorry...
for sometimes that I making u pissed off..
for my annoying attitude..

Love u so much..
May God bless u sayang..
Good luck in everything..
Hope all plan will going smoothly..

I love u neyyyy..
=)
<3

Happy Birthday again l.v.khong, my love..

Difference

My love life is different from others...
should I be grateful or not???/

If someone tell me how great is the moment they are in love..
I really thought that mine is different..

others :
eat together at any cafe or restaurant..

mine :
tapao and eat at home..=.=

others :
in the weekend..went to kk together..

mine :
he went to kk alone..and I will follow up after works by Tung Ma..

others :
have couple picture together..

mine :
we already couple for 5 years..and only have 3 picture together..its true..
itupun yg mabuk and trip to shang hai..

others :
fight for big matter..

mine :
today we argue early in the morning.. because he didn't see me sleeping beside him while he open his eyes...dat is not a matter for me cause im running late..stupidos..

others :
Sunday..they will hang around in the shop..

mine :
Sunday..sometimes he hang out wit his frens..sometimes he just tie me in the room and that is Movie Day for whole day..HBO..

others :
Boyfrens will keep buying things for their gf during birthday and valentine..

mine :
birthday also no need to give..valentine i have 2 bouquet only for 5 years relation..

others :
marry is wonderful..

mine :
i've been blame for don't want to get marry n without proposal..

others :
living with loving heart..

mine :
living with strangers and everyday is not the same..

others :
bf will let gf sleep 1st...

mine :
he must sleep 1st or not i will be awake and be force to sleep..

others :
sick is the sweetest moment..

mine :
hurt and pain alone..

others :
any wishes will be fulfilled..

mine :
any wishes will be delayed or not at all..




see the differences..
BUT
I will still grateful and be glad to have my love..
my Lo Vun Khong..
he tell me everything and be honest..
even about girl..
I knew but I remain silent..
indon chicks seduce him but he ignore..
hahahaha

watever it is..
I'm happy..
even I'm always membebel..
but he keep on accepting my foolish words..

"love u is the words that recently I heared.."

I love u haneyy..

=) be proud of ur love even how bad he or she is.. but if they love u for a reason.. or too sweet but in deep or behind u only others know what happened..or he keep on hurting and never dissapointed of his fault..or he love u for ur body..or make fun of u..or love u when u around but if u are not around he showing his darker side...kick his or her ass..we don't need asshole..I'm not having a perfect love..I'm not 100% sure he love me truly..but Im in love with his honesty.. if "he tell u he having sex with other girl accept him if he change but throw him if he smile"..hahahahahah
love is blind..
but if blindness of knowing the truth is not love..

LOVE..

thanks my love..

for..

stay with me for all these years...

cure my hurt..(tatap la ko pun ada bg sy hurt)

...

ermm too many till more than words that I can described..

actually..

I don't like u to pampered me..

I don't like u to be good to me..

Cause I afraid of..

Darkness..

when U not there...

Lonliness..

when we broke up..

But still thanks...

I love u more than ever..

how I hope time stopped at the time we are so much fun..

since last2 week..

U bring me anywhere we go..

which I'm not comfortable with cause we've been doing masing2 job..

face to face event in ice bar..

shopping..

u watch the FAST5 twice just because of me want it badly..

go fishing..

(i knew u care me..on the boat u kept holding my hand..can't walk around..u so protective..)

go minum tapai in mama house..

take me round trip..

hahhh..

wonderful..

what I want to eat..

no need to say..

U will give..

Kuitiau siham..(i knew u angry when I give it to others n ask u to get it 1 more)..punya jau tu..

nasi ayam SURIA..

chicken chop Rahmat..

abc..

babi bakar papar yg kulit saja..

sotong bakar..

udang bakar..

kfc..

pizza hut costing 150..paling budu..

bontot ayam..

bread with peanut butter saja..

milo with nespray only..

chun ken with nasi and shau rou plus sayur manis..

all of that..

always in front of me..

at night..

make sure me sleep tight b4 clubbing..

kiss me in a sudden..

but at last u kena tendang pg bawah..

cuz disturbed my sleep..

when i'm sick..

u don't care..

but u prepare medicine..

use ur baju buang hingus..

pity u..

but I knew i'm so annoying..

no need cleanthe room coz u will help..

(hope i sick the rest of my life)

really..

words not enough..

I saw the good one in u when u drunk..

but suddenly now u changed a lot..

thanks my love..

I love u so much Lo Vun Khong....muahhhh..

but

still i'm afraid..

so don't to be good to me..

sogdoubleod..

p/s: thanks my babes..anne2, alice, sandra.. for spending tym with me..+) luf the babes...appreciation to taiko jg..heading top many2 holiday...yeah2...+)

Addicted..

I'm addicted..

It's hard for me to let go..

It's hard to spent the night without it..

I just need it..

I need it everynight..

Before I close my eyes..

The only things can make me calm it's that..

I just need it..

Why should I let it hold myself..

Let me wanting it..

It make me fun..

It's clear myself from any stress..

It's the good thing I ever have..

Make me high in the air..

Sometimes I will cry if I can get it..

Sometimes I laugh when I get it..

The only things I can say is

It's the moon...

It's the star..

It's brighten my night..

OMG...






















































Korean Drama..
I need you..
U make my night calm..
I am addicted to you..
Esp.
Three Sisters..
So syiok the drama..
I catch it everyday..
I can stay awake just to watch it..
It's make me cry..
Make me laugh..
so shit sometimes..

XD..

p/s: don't misunderstand..hheeeheee..

Mother's Day..LOVE MUMY...=)

Me and HIM try our best to let our mom have the best day on Mommy's day..

I spent my whole day with my beautiful mamy..
I bought her a bouquet flower and some nutritious drink..

these are some snaps during the celebration...

cake bought my dady..tQ lovely daddy...

my apak..luv ya..


my family..=)
with the grandchild..=)
their mama..=D

mamy day..+)

LOVE MY MOTHER..
=D..
<3

Another Night..

the night that I couldn't sleep..
why o why o why...
"taken from the lyrics glee song"

what i want to do neh?
so bored...
I just wish I can be brave to drive in the dark and go yamcha wit anne2..

blame him for let me have a nap in the afternoon that now I couldn't sleep..

so let me have a speech about the hot news happening in keningau..

I think that is not crucial coz there are fatal evidence..
but as everyone competing who get the most popularism..
all of this become very crucial..
just hope that it will be settle as soon as possible..
so ah ben can be very calm..
dunno how would it be..
what the action that will be taken..

im curious too..
but crossing finger..
Justice is in the middle of all these..

support u ben..=)

im waiting for my chicken masak bawang..
sayang ah please capat..
time period ni x kesabaran btul sy oh..
everything was not right..
all I want is what I need...
If not..
KEBABOOM..
I will Boom him

everyone in my family ody engage..
some have kids..
in my batch..
only me and ayank not taken..
duhh..
he ask me too if i want..
but i'm not ready and still young bh me..
i couln't have the commitment..
sorry sayang..
i love u..
but wait la ok..
who knows my mom hope about 11
come true right..
love u mom..
and love u sayang..
=)


p/s
:what the best mother's day present for my mom?:{
help me bloggers?

have a good night good good night people..+)

Monday + Holiday..

so bored today..
hurmm..
still wondering wat else I can do today..

so I just end up my queation with typing new post in my blog which i left since Im bz...
sorry blog..
for neglecting u..
huhu

10 most embrassing moments for me :

10. I am late for exam.. it happen every year to me..but it still embrased me as everyone keep an eye on u..hate that feel esp. when everyone r in silent mode..fuhh..

9. My pants have a hole exactly in the middle while I'm in the office and I only noticed it when it is lunch time.. so freaking shame..=G

8. I slipped in front of everyone on a row of shop..I'm not fell down coz luckily I'm so thin and my mom manage to pull me..but still shity when everyone laughing...siall..hehehe

7. When American laughed my broken english.. U knew that we as a Malaysian seldom using english to speak..so when I just bluff-ing with his cousins that are American, they laughed me..I followed them laughing too cause I'm so confuse with the what-the-hell has happening..then they said 'why u laughing? We are laughing on u cause u spelled wet and wait just the sameu should learn it..hahaha' pukkkkkk..at the time my adrenalin flow 100 meter per sec.. but then we are still bestfren forever as we fight a lot...=.=

6. Mistake like have burgers in nose and at ur eyes always happen to everyone so that is so shameful to me..& also thingy on my teeth is unacceptable..=Gross..

5. I try to cook for my beloved him..with all my strength I cut a chicken wing..only one..I cooked it but it is burnt at the moment I want to throw it he is at my back..so all I can say with my nerve is "nah chicken wing tuk ko..ko mau megi?" I forgot that I onlt cooked a small chicken wing..that show how I am so brilliant in cooking..huhuuhu

4. I make myself so comfortable in public..haha so shameful.. my mom always bring us three together to public office and all.. so when the two of us ' the twins ' get together we will be argueing everytime.. so if I can't stand with my 'twin' insult I don't care about my surrounding..I will just say out loud..so during one time in the JPN I just mad at him and argue but he keep his mouth shut until my mom bisik me ' ko x malu ka? ' and then when I turn to real world, my face turn red..everyone staring at me.. damn it..

3. I fell down in front my former bf..and hit my head on the floor at the same time when I keep laughing with my fren i knocked my head on the wall... that the most hillarious thing ever happened..when I'm home my mom and dad shocked as my forehead pain..=GRR..

2. when I'm went for medical check-up..the doctor advice me about having a healthy seks and be more sanitising usually after seks..so shy..even the nurses inside also laughing.. as i'm still 18 but the doctor instruct me about seks..blurr....

1. when a 8 years old girl watching u having exercising on the bed ? how u will feel.. that's the most embrassing one when a girl asked what r u doing in such position ........=? she saw it and watch it while wondering what r u doing..damn...

question of the day?

what I'm doing now?

-eating my pancake..sarapp..thx ty inday...very love it..

what r u fan about?

-way to pay my fee...=.=

what r u worry about?

-exam tomorow but not yet study..goshh..

who r u angry to?

-HIm!!!!!

why?

-he is so anoying..

what u want to have?

-iphone 4..

what u want to do?

-eating while sleeping..

what u hate about today?

-busy..n don't even study..

what u want to grab?

-maggie itik..

what u wish to do?

-ask somebody 'how r u?'

what shock u today?

-the big news...n someone shocked me early morn..

who u miss at?

-mum,dad,mama,anne...and lots more..

what u want to sing?

-i do, i do, i do do do do do..

what u want to watch?

-Royal Wedding..=)

what the word u think of?

-=.= ermm...lc..

p/s : blogger..copy if u want..haha that's i made coz i'm just so fan now..

........hrmm

Girl : Will u marry me?

Boy : We are too young..=Grr

Girl : then how about engagement?

Boy : in my family there's no one engage in early age..it is same as wed..

Girl : But we od in the same roof and bed..

Boy : so?

SIlence....

Boy : I tot u to go back home but u don't want...

Girl : Sighhh..

How R U chi? I'm fine...

Actually I am so lazy to talk about love...
coz..
there is no reason..
But love problem is the hardest to settle..

I'm taking a step back..
coz..
I want my life..
I don't rather to take any risk again..
I told u we will be break up..
I said it..
I meant it..
I said it proudly..

there's no problem between me and him..
We are DAMN HAPPY and more love..

but it is dull..
and black..
when he are trying to jump into a new career..
which for me I've been support him to do..

it just u don't take our relation seriously maybe..
it's not now I want to end all this..
It is going-to-be if and only if u are turning to be a model..

cause..
I knew in this industry u need a perfect girl to be by your side..
not me the ugly one..
I'm not the one..
Our difference are too big..
I am ugly..
U are the handsome one..

I feel that U are so stupid when U ignore Yvonne..
One of the model in Malaysia..
just for me the ugly duckling..
She is so nice
and absolutely PERFECT..
I don't know what happen to ur brain..

So I decide to make this hard decision..
Just for our own happiness and secure..

I can imagine how it will be..
I knew..
Don't say u won't but u did it too..

I am stop hoping to get married with a model..
I don't want..
Cause I knew I will be more hurt if u leave me when u are achieving ur glamourous...

So far I am living in this peace and full of love life..
But when u are in modeling..
I can feel the bitterness in life that will be happen..

So sorry..
I am loving u..
I am adore u..
I am proud of u..
I am care of u..
I am happy with u..
I am blessed with u..

But I know somehow someday..
It will be ended..
U need a right girl..
U need a MRS. RIGHT..

For sure.. I am 100% loving u.. no words can describe how I love u.. It can't be measure.. I leave all my teen just for u.. Even our fall and up are very hard for me to face it.. But I still love u just the way u are.. U are bloody hell.. U are the most creapiest one.. U are the evil.. But none of it can't change my love for u.. U have been so hard to let me turn to u and love u.. We have face all the hurt I gave u and U gave me.. The journey never been so easy for both of us.. We are dying to protect our love.. We give up and stand up.. and tears always follow us in the year 2008-2009.. I make a tattoo of ur name when I only 15 in 2007.. U try to kill urself in front of me.. If I didn't take way the knife I think I will be alone till now.. We sacrifise ourself in 2006 December 25.. Which is the dumbest thing ever happen.. We are torn and dying.. The first man to kiss me, to cry badly in front of me..Came to me every night since 2007-2010.. I move in 2010 just for ur checking..It's been 5 years.. and I listen to many sources that fifth Years are the hardest year and U will be have the chances to break up.. I don't hope for it but I can hear the evil talk already..Our story never end.. Everyday we have a new story..today story : I am leaving but U haven't see me and I think U are forgot and don't care.. so goodbye my sayang.. For sure// I LOVE U SO MUCH L>V>KHONG..utin belingkuk..


p/s : LOve is like a rollercoaster.. up and down.. happy and scare.. =) I am fine..

Then and Now

then:

when we are celebrating our bday we just celeb in our home..

now:

they celeb in the club..so rich...wakaka

then:

we can only go out on day time..for dating and eat kfc..

now:

they hang out in the night for clubbing..

then:

we can only wear long jeans and shirt..

now:

bikini pun blh..huahua

then:

dating at school saja la..

now:

dating in the hotel..wakaka advance

then:

gossip about artist..

now:

gossip about real people and fashion..

then:

pocket money RM 3.00 ONLY..

now:

pocket money RM 10.00 NOT ENOUGH..

then:

get mobile phone when 12 years old during school vacation so that mom and dad can call..

now:

get smart phone when 7 years old to call and texting with bf/gf..

then:

shopping with mother..

now:

shopping with frens or boyfren..

then:

use letter to contact lover..

now:

skype jak..hehe

then:

computer are not important..

now:

its a must to have laptop..

then:

hair without fringe..

now:

fringe is important..

then:

hairstyle no one care..

now:

if u have worst hair..u will be humiliate..

On The Floor....=(

nannannanaa..
tonight we gonna hit on the floor..

in my mind the song keep repeating...
my soul in the club..
but my room in this dull and brown roomm..
hate u room..
i don't interest into u again..

now I just want to meet my mom..
I mish her..
I want to have fun..
I mishh WR and CF too..

wish Im there..
bring me bring me..

I'm bored with my life..
I feel like I'm 100 years back..
so KUNO!!!!!
living with my guy..
clean the room..
go to work..
back from work..
clean again..
jogging...
eat..
rest..
serve dinner for him..
clean again..
and sleeepp..

that is my routine..
with I'm so unsatisfied with...

here..
my phone no line..
and only can use limited wifi..
I dont have mood to study..

Damn..
I don't live my life...

I want my mom..
I want my dad..
I want my sis..
I want my babe..
I want my utin...

I want to be holy..
I want to be hardwork..


song in my head..
Baby I just wanna dance...
I dont really care..
I just wanna dance..
nononono..
whose that chicks.
whose that chicks.

its not about the money
mo ney
money
forget about the
kaching2
babling babling
forget about the price tag
money can't buy ur happiness
we don't need u money

I will never say never
about JB
hahakhak

that's baby all I need
Its Sunday Morning
& U give me back to my mama


hek hek

Fullness,,,

I am very very satisfied today
cause
I ate a lot...
Finally ..
ahhahaa
I ate 5 meal today and all of it
SUPERB DELICIOUS!!!

Time to gain weight..
Trouble come to me..
and eventually my brother that never talk to me nicely..
confront me and have feeling to feeling talk..
I am happy at least I have achieve one good news..
I wish everything gonna be fine..
'crossing finger'
..

Time past
People change..
I want to talk
But
I never have the gut..

Now all I want to do is let it out..
I knew everything out of ctrl..
I knew that..
I am not stupid..
Matters come everyday...
I am crying in deep..

But
I remain my happiness!!!
Happy in face!!
Let out a smile!!

I don't cry it out..
I don't let myself hurt..
I just go on the flow..
Everything happen with a reason..
How bad it is..
I am still smile...

Hurt if u don't take it as a burden..
Make it ur die-to-be feel..
U won't feel it..
I do cry but after that when I think back what am I cry for..
To get all thing settle with tears..
NO!!!
Tears doesn't help..
U help urself..
I've been childish..
Make everything normal and happy..
even it is bad..
Because that the way we can think wisely..

That is my perception on matters..
I always pot pet about this and that..
after that it turn me off..
We should face it..
Let it..
Try to solve not to waste time on crying..

ask for ideas when u have babes..
talk to ur love one..
Be brave..
confess..
for some like me..
I do pray..
pray heal me as it motivate me and help me..

But of all this..
I assumed one..
FIND UR SATISFACTION!!!!!!!!
don't let hurt tear u down dying..

p/s : I still love the food..secret recipe cake..letchon kuwali...shrimp...mayonnese chicken..cupcakes...rice...pulut rice...

these few day I ate what I want..eventhough it hurt my dear wallet..sorry sayang layan nafsu sy..some are freeeeee,,ok...nanay bday and prince full moon..N that is my satisfaction..hehehe

Question In My Head??

1. do he love me?

2. am I a good girl?

3. why I need to do assignment?

4. why I spent too many money?

5. why am I so manja with him?

6. why today so hot?

7. do I need a baby?

8. why his ex-gf bf hate him?

9. do I like to be alone?

10. Chocolate Factory syok or not?

11. why we should drink and drunk?

12. dance make me fun..do u?

13. why I am so lazy?

14. what I want to buy 1st?

15. why I wake up late?

16. why I'm nerd sometimes?

17. why there are too many works to do?

continue laterr...i'm tired...=)

recent activity :
have fun with my beloved utin and all frens...
had jumpa the new baby in family..
i couldn't sleep now coz he is not here...=(((
hope to see my babe..jbk..
haha
nitezz...

p/s : peace no war and don't recrute me..=D

Alkisah..

sorry for being so silent...

silent in motion, speech and blah blah blah..

today I'm gonna be a pak belalang..

I wanted to share a story..

Dikisahkan..

Suatu masa dahulu..

hehe

I don't mean to be rude..

But this story is happened..

It's just I don't mean to blame others.

notice :
Cerita ini tidak berkaitan antara hidup dan mati..

Suatu masa dulu,

sang cinderella hidup bahagia dengan sang prince..

namun disebabkan tsunami mendatang..

mereka berpisah..

setelah menemui hidup yg baru..

cinta baru berkuntum..

stelah sekian lama..

bukit-bukau..

gunung berapi..

volcano..

gempa bumi...

semuanya ditempuhi..

demu cinta yg utuh..

setelah menemui kebahagiaan yg tiada tandingannya..

sang puteri..

merangsang minda sang putera..

mereka saling berhubung dan meluahkan perasaan yg terpendam..

akhirnya..

cinderella megundur diri..

walau pahit ditelan jua..

cinderella yg naif tetap naif..

yg kaya tetap kaya..

-The End-

huehue..

My Girl and I..

juz finished watched this movie..
korea movie..
funny + sad story..
omg..
still crying..
love the actress so so much..

more korean movie to watch..
nice story..
but always sad ending..
after this want to ask anne2 how to download movie..
hiak2..

i missssss him so badly..
eventhough I will be meet him few hours more..
haisss...

he called and called lambat lg..
but seems I have my own priority too..
so just bare with it..
what else I can do..

need to go back there as soon as possible..
put our cloth into the box and need to move into new house..
so far away..
but still my 1st house is my house..
miss my mum and dad..
my ba gua pun blum makan lg..
huhu

can't sleep and have quiz tomorrow..
aduii..
tons of things to do..

packing..
organizing..
license..
mykad..
ash wednesday..
assignment..

in a week I need to clear all this stuff..
aiyo..
forget to find design for the closet again..

i'm hoping for having own house..
mansion..
wakaka
xiang tai tuo..
but live with target is good..
huuhuu
big but with this i'm more motivated to earn and dig..
need part time job..
anyone??/
give some brainstorm pleassttt....

tired but what to do..

do u ever?

geng..

do u ever face this situation...

u are trying to help him...

but then he will say none of ur business..

shuuuttt..

I din't like it at all..

it is cool?
no it is not..

bah yala kan..

hari2 kemundian when u kena baru u tau/..

at that time I will say none of my business..

sometime for me..

I have my own privacy..

I don't like things about me such as pic to be use by other people..

except my babes, him and my family..

if I don't have any connection with the person..

for sure..

I don't like and hate it so much..

next..

do u ever been blame for the mistake u r not doing..

I ever..

and I hate it too..

it's happened to me in tuuuuttt..

damn it...

but be nice..

who know someday u will get more luck..

huuhuu

so...

MORAL OF THE STORY : Be aware and precaution is important..

don't let hacker to destroy our life..

p/s : even that u hate.. but don't keep it in heart.. it will explode..kabooommmmm..

AMNESIA!!!

I think I have these type of sickness..
haha
I couldn't sleep well this few days..
because I scared of sleeping alone..
Many things appear in my mind..
especially about momo or Ghost..

huhuhu
I knew It is very idiot to think this way..
but true..
I scare sleep alone..
and thinking there will be momo watching me sleeping...

but i have to..
if not do I really need someone to acc me//
then I will be so embrasing..
haha

I need to have my gut..
if I sleep when there are people still play game or chit chat..
then I will be awake at 3 in the morning..
Isn't that is so stupid!!!!///

so I need to call my dear every hours..
after that he will get mad and he silent his Iphone...
Damn u..
grrr...

I remembered once..
I scared till I cry so badly..
then he need to call Jim to see me and wait till I slept and never ever close his and mine room door..
so funny...

I am such a silly stupid girl..
bUt be honest..
I am very afraid of sleeping alone in the dark...
I think when I am small I am braver than now..
\wakkaa..


One more thing..
I really interested of the INSTAX CAMERAS!!!!
I WANT IT!!!
time to save money..hehe

p/s : still I'm a kiddy????? why am I so afraid...=.=

Sangat TERUK!!!

hari ini sy buka2 fb kan terjumpa la ni MV yg c terence post..

mula2 x kepingin mau tgk..

skali tgk kan..

punya shhhhhoooooott

tu perempuan dia pukul 1 perempuan..

kurang hajor btl o..

dia ingat dia yg plg berkuasa ni..

bikin malu betul..

tapi tulah..

sy xfaham pa yg drg bercakap..

tp jgn la sampai dtendang,dtampar perempuan tu..

sama2 manusia..

hari ini hari ko..

esok hari siapa yg tau..

teruk betul la org mcm tu..

xda kesedaran moral betul la...

dia memukul mcm tu perempuan dia yg lahirkan..

biar mcmna pun salah c pemangsa..

hal boleh bincan la geng..

bkn mau terus angkat tangan n kaki..

ko ingat ko hebat sangat la mau memukul mcm tu..

mau d maki hamun org ramai tul la gadis bertreep tai ka jie tuh..

haiss..

geram betul nampak c pemangsa kena pukul..

for ALL..

p/s: hal boleh duduk and berbincang..bukan terus2 memukul..hari lain mana ko tau ko yg dipukul laki..masa tu kami cakap nakotoh!!!! baru padan muka ko.. =(

Eksperesi Diri..

now I just want to say!!

Huarrrgggghhhhh...
ERRRRmmmmm...

Bercampur aduk udah perasaan sy ni skg..
Dui giah...
Antah ni kenapa dih..

Lama dah x guna BM ..
Takut pula lupa daratan..

Sy usyah2 blog org tadi..
Wow..
banyak pla yg terjadi dah..
Yang kelentong yang berdiri..
Banyak ragam yg sy jumpa..
Bah..
At least most of all happy
then CHEEERRRSSS for all...
Feel mau p dista2 tapi x kawan ni...]
Boring gla...

Macam2 mood sy skg..
Mau gila ada...
Malas tahap gaban ada..
Marah tahap dewa ada..
Yg ptg sy moody betul...

haiss...
mengalahkan org mengandung betul mood sy ni..
Marah x tentu pasal...
Jeles x tentu pasal..
Mau dpeluk salah..
X peluk salah...
(tanda2 period mungkin ni)]
hua hua..

kadang2 kita susah mau tafsir perangai org kan..
kdg baik sama kita kdg dsebaliknya..
kdg ada udang d sebalik mihun..
sepandai2 tupai melompat akhirnya jatuh ke tanah jua..
duhh..
karisma dong..

kdg baik lg kita lepak ma org yg sederhana..
(bg sy xda yg miskin selg drg ada mknan and tempat tinggal)

pernah sekali tu kan..
sy ma geng raja lawak..
vien,boboy,aligato and ah syn..
pg la kunuk ni jd upin dan ipin..
haha
membantu ni atuk yg kena halau dari tempat dia selalu berteduh...
dia x rumah and merempat tepi jalan selalu..
kami bg dia makanan..
dia dgn ikhlas mendoakan kami..
baiknya hati atuk tu kan..

tulah bah kan..
bg pendapat sy la kan..
org2 yg tidak berupaya ikhlas dgn hati yg betul2 ikhlas ni..
sy x berniat mau mengkritik mana pihak..
tapi try kita imbas la..
buat apa anak2 dlahirkan kalau akhirnya ibu bapa dibiar d tepi jalan..
buat apa ferrari kalau makin ramai org tidak berdaya merempat..

tapi mmg susah mau cakap la..
sab apa yg terjadi kita x pasti apa penyebabnya..

macam sy la..
sy cukup makan,cukup pakai,cukup tinggal..
tapi kdg sy masih mengharap lebih dari tu..
sy mengharap duit lebih..
sy mengharap barang2 mahal..
yg akhirnya semua tu tinggal jak d dunia masa sy d akhirat..

terus sepantas kilat kunuk sy ter-remind kata2 pujangga (chewah) mamak and mamy kesayangan hati ku semalam...
" harta paling berharga d dunia ialah ANAK!"
dengan bangga nenek sy cerita dia ada anak masa umur 16 taun..
and mamy sy pun bangga dia beranak sy masih dia muda2..
bukan dalam umur 30-an..
nenek sy bagi hint blg umur 19 mau ada anak sdh supaya nti drg jd bekalan masa depan sy..
sy xtau la mau mark hal ni betul atau salah..
tap ya la..
sy tgk drg skg senang lenang..
mamak sy umur 50-an duduk d rumah sdh..
anak2 bagi duit..
mamy sy x payah pening2 mau kasi skola 3 org anak..
skg semua kena suruh sendiri..
tinggal adik kecil jak..
umur mamy sy masih 30-an mainsuruh2 kami sdh ni buat ini buat itu..
org lain masih terkejar2 anak2 kecil..

sy x bermaksud sy pun mau ada anak..
sab skang ni pun zaman moden..
kbykan xmau ada anak..
tapi tu bergantung ma sy lepas umur sy 20-an..
haha
sy belum ready ya..
tapi ni yg D ATAS tentukan..
kita menerima dan syukur ja la atas semua pemberian..

tapi yg nyata betul la anak tu harta..
so anak2 sayangila ibu bapa anda..
sy bukan jg anak yg baik..
tapi sy sentiasa ada hati mau berkorban serba sedikit utk ibu bapa sy..
sy x tinggal sama drg sab sy xmau membebankan drg..
yg ptg sy x conteng arang d muka drg sdh la kan..

salah jg tingal berasingan..
tp bila fikir sal bebanan tu buat sy jadi benggong..


p/s: LOVE doesn't mean only for 1 person in life...=) CHEERS..

Valentine's Story..

Funny But Sweet too..

I've been wondering that I will be having a bored valentine as U all knew that he is not so romantic..

BUt what happened made me fly fly away..
wakaka
Funny..

I reached Keningau and he was slept after calling me again and again..
Then as I reached I saw a big bouquet of flower and I tot it is belonged to Boboy's gf..
so I started to be emotional..

I started a fight and he went out for a drink..
He kept text me and please me to be more understanding..

I ignored with all my anger..
I start to text by talking rubbish things..
I even said 'KO kalah org miskin'

the night I slept with tears..
my valentine ended up with my tears..
then
He came back and asked me to wake up..
He is too drunk and told me the situation he encountered and tell me to trust him..
I slept away...
Living him with the pain..

today early morning.. I woke with sadness cause thinking the bouquet is not mine..
I'm frust..

His mother walk into the room to check on him and saw the bouquet and yelled 'wow...ko punya ka?'
then I said no..
She then asked him 'mama punya ka ni?'
he said 'bukan chi-chi yang punya'
I didn't believe him at all..

keep being emo lagi..
then I asked 'sapa punya bunga tu?'
he said 'bapa sy punya??? kau la!!! buat apa sy taruh d bilik yg ko selalu masuk buat apa sy beli'
hahaha

and the whole day I keep smiling..
he accompany me the whole day to repay the day I am in KK on valentine day..
IN heart my heart whispered I love u..

He is the man who didn't show his love..
But he acted to love..
Sometimes I can't read his mind..
Sometimes I am angry with him and feel like want to kill him...
But his egoistic sometimes make u laugh..
But even there are good and bad sides of him..
I knew he love me..
and I knew I love him..

Sayang hope there are more valentine for us..

LOVE YOU LO VUN KHONG...
I am with the present..like always he refused to take picture...my second flower with him..wakakak..I love it so much...and it is combination of my FAV flower..lavender and roses....thanks again sayang..=) bigger than my head..it is BIG!!


p/s: happy valentine day and wish u all have a blast day..=)

Shot...shot..

1st of allllll....
I'm damn happy that I can talk to JERIANNE BANNIE KULAI ELIP!!!!
hahaa
because I've been so jual-ikan don't out and have a long talk with her..
sorry babe..
now I'm happy like terlepas from sangkar ni..
duh..

next..
here then pic of my current life in 2011..haha baru lagi..

my last 18 years..tuanya..


the morning of my bday..=( lonely..

me marah2 ody..tanda2 old lady..
what we did? watch movie..=(((the CNY open house...mamy with daphne...hehe
daphne again..huhu gaya..and she is the model during the day..haha

p/s: boring pic right..but it is the only memory I had..no more..appreciated saja la..haha

BAD..!

I'm roti canai-ing..
I'm sorry if I'm kind of emotion again in this post..
But I'm just can't stand to present my heart feel now..

1st February 2011
he went out for clubbing when I'm showering..
as I told before he refused to celebrate my birthday but he went to KRK by himself..

2nd February 2011
At 12am..I didn't receive any text or call from him..
At 3am..he came back and we have a big fight..fight on my birthday was not good for me..
I blamed him for everything..
and I cried till morning..
I went out and have a fun breakfast with my family..
I love them so much..
Thanks for the spent..
what I am happy about the day was all my relatives, babes and friends got wished me..
I'M SO GLAD TO HAVE U ALL IN MY LIFE...!!!!
THANKS EVERYBODY AND LOVE U ALL SO MUCH//
except him..
He didn't wish me even once..
He didn't give me any present and leave me..
That night I slept alone..
I'm asking for separation..
Without doubt he let me go..
And I said because of he didn't have any concern about myself then he blamed me again..
He blamed everyone beside me for not celebrating my birthday..
Till now he forget me..

3rd February 2011
I said I'm bored then he bring me to celebrate CNY at his popo house..
I received many red packet..
Thanks everyone..
Then he sent me home..
He said he want to go for gambling..
He Lied to me..
at last I knew he went for clubbing..
everyday he lied to me..

4th February 2011
My cousin organized CNY party..
I'm so happy to meet with all my relatives..
I'm so glad I still have them..
It is super fun..=)

Lately..
I'm thinking of giving up in love,,
There are dreams to pursue..
then..
I've been escape from class..
So I need to change my attitude..haihhh..

MY ROLE MODEL NOW!!!- SHIBUHARA GIRLS...They do everything to catch their aimed..




everyday was not fine to me..I've been cried a lot.. I'm so hurt with him..but then I felt too relieved as I can talk to someone and it heal me..thanks to u for so long u still treat me better..


p/s: I will post some picture in the next epi..hohoho

18 years ago..

anne2 my luf called me today and she asked me to think back wat I did when I am 18..

haha

noty u..

but I think that the best thing I should do..

thanks babe..

I love u i love u..

During 18...

1. I less meet my family..bcz of job..

2. I less meet my babes...bcz many reason...one of it..job again...

3. I started my new life in college..

4. He made a wonderful birthday for me..LOVE U sayang..

5. Job make me busy and I HATE IT for being the separator for me and my family and friends..

6. I love when I am 17 I always with my family and friends and him too..

7.I can give my parents money and earn money by myself..

8. I've been a bad girl..

9. I make a lot of mistakes..

10. I know how important money is..

11. I meet a lot of mankind..

12. I've been annoying..

13. I knew I am slow motion..

14. I knew what the important of time..

15. I live my life with him..

16. I am grown up..but still immature.

17. I hate my attitude that mumbling all the time..

18. I am 18 but I didn't enjoy my 18..hate it..

p/s : life is life, human is human, but human never be perfect all the time..=)

huhhhhhh...

It's not good to be demanding..
YES
I KNOW!!!
truly I din like ur planning at all..
I knew u will forget about my bday..
like years before..
and when everyone else talking about the planning for my bday
u said
' oh ya ka bday?mahal ba tu d krk..buat apa bikin..d rumah saja la'
ngaiiiiiiii...
ermmm duno wat to say..
im not demanding but..
I wish u will remember it and make it my happy day..
U urself go krk every night..
and
now I think u might have ur own reason/\
but
damn
u forget..
thank you la..
I din have any spirit for my bday already..
thanks gugu,aunt elaine,pei shi whom plan everything for me and rmbr me..

but
for sure
I don't want to celebrate..
I just wish to be my family..
love u all..



P/S : Im not trying to blame him or offending here..
But I just want to release my heart feel here..
sorry
for being so kiddy..

Materialistic...

Am I?
I think so..
But with my own efforts and hardwork ok..

I'm craving of some material item and unmaterial..
haha
It's been awhile that I can't stop thinking about the things..
duh..
and then
with the help from CLEO magazine that he bought last week..
I've read about
SAVING TO BUY!!!
that is what I am crazy of now..
I've been saving..
Even though I have many things to buy
By then
we make a saving..
Hopefully I can accomplish it..

I've been using his money times ago
and
NOW
it's my turn to earn and buy..
fuhhhh
tired of earning and digging..
BUT
I've learn how to be independent..

It's hard but with my own
tears,
sweat,
blood,
uglyness,
time,
I now realised how important are money is..
So
It is worth to balance my money..
and
Buy thing for my own..
hahahaha

Hopefully
It will continue..
all my effort will be repay...

Things to aim!!!!!!!!!

1.Pug
BUT
if and only if I can take care of it then I will buy..
cause I know who am I
I take or buy
and then I leave it die alone..
I AM LAZY!!! hahaha

2.FUJIfilm Instax Mini
BUT
I need to think again if I really needed it cause there are lots more thing to buy..


huhu

GIRLS ALWAYS A GIRL WHO HAVE MINDSET AND AIM WHAT TO BUY>>



p/s : Don't be too obsess like me..buy important things 1st!!! hahaha

SHine and DUll...

today..
even thought
I am ugly but I manage some reading..
I read my friends articles..
and many love problem appear..
I felt bad..
Me too have big trouble in love by the way I cant face it too much..
its hurtful..
LOVE..
FOR ME..
EVry little things happened in life
may have the reason and effect..
so do love..
we always trapped in love things..
i hope i wont but it will happened
whether u want it or not..
some got love but there will be no 100% satisfaction or perfection..
why?
because ...
many have their own reason..
LOVE EXIST..
LOVE HURTFUL..
LOVE come and go..

p/s: my friends..my cousins... be strong..cherish the love..even it is hurt.. even it is killing us.. or make us gone crazy..remember it.. keep it in deep..cause someday somehow when we found new love..use it as a weapon to have a happy love.. by then it will hurt again but still when we die we have a rememberance of love.. be happy and when u sad thing about this... if we hurt or sad because of love between unuseful people why don't we share our love to those who needed love..e.g african..victim of world disaster.. hahahahaha just joke... but then i know u all and i know the feel... btw be happy...=)))))))

lots of love,
chi2..xoxo
21.01.2011
(signature not necessary for printing material) ...even it is not printed..hehe

UGLY DUCKLING!!!

dAY by day..
I'm feeling like I'm more uglier...
I became darker..
became more bau..
no taste in fashion..
i wasted my life..
in work..
I dunno y I couldn't stop working..
when I'm free I will be stress..
Then after work..
I will be more stress..
oh goshh..

I am ugly and worst...

I need to change!!!

QuEsTiOnAiRee..

1) Name: Alferalyn
2) Birthday: 2-2-1992
4) What u wish to get on ur birthday: MONEY OR LOVE>>>FaMILY
5) Most tension matters nowadays: Who will in charge of my job??
6) Things that want to do: Travel, rest, and lay in his arm..
7) Any people u like : MANY!!! love them too
8) Out with who u feel the happiness + joy: My MOTHER! n babes..
9) What would u do when ur friends quarel: keep silent..I'm not really good in persuate..but try to slow talk..
10) Want to go where with others: Go for a vacation...like BALI..
11) Christmas want to do: Eat, Pray, Sing and Dance..
12) Wants to celebrate Christmas with who: my family and him..babes need to be with their own family too..
13) Doing what recently: Blogging..
14) How many siblings u have: 3
15) 1 Favourite English/Chinese Song: undescribed...cos too many..
16) Favourite Colour: white and black..
17) Do u flush water after went for toilet: if pee..sometimes
if more than that...MUST..
18) Like Male or Female: BOTH..no exception..
19) What u want to say loudly: I want money!!!!
20) Dares to go toilet at midnight: TILL now sometimes I don't dare..so need to wake him up...
21) Who u hate now: nobody...
22) What u like to do now: sleeppp...freaking tired and sleepy..but can't fall asleep w/out him..
23) Sleep look nice or not: ask him better..he always complaint I will smack him..huhu
24) The time now: 11.45pm..late
26) Body Weight: 37kg..too thin..i need to gain..
27) Today's weather: HOT IN HERE..
28) What u want to do after busy working: TAKE A BATH...ALWAYS tired after a busy day..and need massage..
29) What happen after insomnia: Tired and sleepy..exhausted to work..
30) Will u bedwetting at night: I end it up when I am 6..
31) Will u drool at night: must be No..
32) Have eaten supper: NO>.feel a bit hunger...slrrpp..
33) Happy things recently: I spent time equally with my mom and family..n him..
34) Do Freedom important to u: Yeahh...BUT sometimes protection do better..
35) Who u think is the most sexy among ur friends: Many ohh...
36) What do u think u are stupid or smart: A bit stupid not too smart..
37) Do u like Dad or Mom: Of course both...I love mamy and dady..
38) Who u want to see the most right now: MY honey..='- n family...mom and dad...
39) Do u like to watch drama: Yeaa..BUT sometimes hard to catch up..
40) Do u brave enough to tell the person that u hate "I Hate You"?: I'm not sure..I need to improve my braveness..

++Extra Questions++
When u intend to get married: after the age of 20 and above...but we can't determind coz sometimes thing happened beyond our expectation..
Do u like ur life: YESSSS!!
Do u believe Tarot Reading: not too into it...maybe just to predict..
Something u do before going to bed: smell my Bf underarm odour..
Ur idol: MY MOTHER!!
Favourite Season: SUMMER!! island again..yeah yeah
Places that wants to go: JAPAN..HK..SG
What kind of character u hate the most: ego..arrogant..childish..pengecut..
Do u smoke:ever..haha but not as habit..n shisha besttttt..
Do u drink: rarely..im not a drinker..
Do u cry often: YESSS..im emo baby..
Do u smile often: unless im tired or stressful..
Wants to sleep until what time: late afternoon...too stress these days..
Who u choose between friends and lover: based on situation..but BOTH!!!!!!!!
Which will u choose between chance and fate: CHANCE..
Do u very narcissistic: ermm...am I?
Do u have piercing: Yeahh..thinking of belly pierce..
Were there many question: hope to end up fast...
Do u like to eat ice: YESS!!
Do u happy now: CERTAINLY>>
Who u care the most: my family,friends and him..or he care of me..
What is the most important thing in the room:bed..stuff e.g my precious thing..my make up tools..my cloth..my watch..etc...place to keep my personal stuff..
No friends, how would u do: I will be lost...and lonely..
If an angel give u a desire to achieve, what u want: a girl live in fairytale with no problem..
Do this problem a waste: Yeahh..
Favourite fruit: Honey dew..Mango..those with nice taste..
What question do u afraid of when people ask u: What is ur height?='=
Do u like the snow: YEAHHH....but its too cold..
What u want to be on ur next life: Become more holy and more hard=work..i admit that I am lazy..
Do u like to wait people if u are free: hahhaa.i think most of thr tym ppl wait for me..but sometime i don't mind waiting..

HATE THIN!!!!

Recently I ate much small portion..
I dono Y am I hate to eat..
I'm hungry
BUT
I'm choosy
....
Many people worry about my getting loss weight..
I never realized it until my family and HIM mad at me..
They really trying their best to fulfill my wanted but still it decreasing..
Everyone talked..
Said bad about me..
But that's true..
Can U imagine that I can fit in my 10 years back short..
MY cloth getting loser..
I;m so sorry for making u all worry..
By then I will try to gain a lot..
I will n promise..

I really feel bad..
I also not interested being 'wait and see' when I am eating to make sure I finished eating..
Weird betul oh kena tengok makan..
Like I will throw the food..
I need to said "sy mau muntah sudah" then they released me from the punishment!!!
AmBOI!!!

How I can stand it..
My mom and grandma will take food for me and force me to eat in front of them and no TIPU!!
They cooked what I want..
They don't force me to finish it
BUT
They asked me to eat and eat..

He will wait me at the dining table until I can muntah..
BUY me everything I want to eat as long as I finish it..
By then..
I am very scare to eat for more than 2 days the same food..
He rather wait the CHICKEN CHOP cooked in front of the shop and look at me finished it..
IF NOT..
no mercy for me..
For the next hour I will asked to eat again..

Sometimes I angry with their attitude but think back they are care for me..
what's funny is..
Sometimes I can force anymore I keep all the rice in mouth and throw which I can't swallow again..
hahhahaa
but I caught up..='=

BUT
I WILL RELEASED!!!
AHAHA
I'm going to start studying so I will be far from their enforcement which sometime make me suffer..

BTW>>>
Thanks for the care, effort, and love momy,mamak and U,sayang...
I will gain weight okay..
I know U are stocking supplement for me to bring tomorrow..
OKOK I will take it..
NO worry...Be happy....

U all take care too...
muahhhhhhhhhhhh...=*
LOVE U ALL>>>>>>



P/S: Don't annoying when they treat us even bad or good..coz sometimes it might be a good thing for us..XOXO

What's Wrong?

Do u ever been ashamed or laughed because of u try to use correct english?

I do..

BUT

for me there are no wrong to use it..as nowadays mostly people will use english to interact..

I do scare that what people gonna respond to us if we use broken english or trying to correct it..
By all meant when we are trying there will be improve..

But what I received is only shameful..
HOW COME?

I think people need to evolve even though u lived in kampong or u are chinese it doexn't mean u can use english..

I'm so distracted when I've been laughed by others..


P/S : Sayang...I know u have money but try to improve urself not keep laugh at me while I'm trying to learn.. .!. FOR U!!

Last Day in 2010!

I really had a great time with my mom y'day//

We spent tym together..

we went to saloon and dye our hair..hahaha

then my mom asked a hairdresser to manage my hair..

really thanks to my mom..

I love u mom...

Sorry can't countdown with u mom..

I had a not so good day with him//

Donno y Im so moody with him..

Maybe because he planning to leave me..

Damn sad..

Luckily I have Vivien and Sandra to make me full blast and happy..n vui too..

thanks darl's..

But finally he appear in front of me..

The funniest thing is he sikit lagi accident coz his car clock was damaged..

because I warned..

"after twelve break"

luckily he came and wished me..

LOVE U sayang..muahhh

Last day in a year time to refresh bout all we did in a year///

P/S : regret...accept and forgive...=)

GooodBye 2010 Helloooo Twenty-ElevenT

I wish I could do all this 'Chores' in this new year..

1. MY family relation will be get better...I love u dad,mom,ben and fify..

2. I'm not 'jual ikan' too spent time with my babess..

3.ME and him will be together till the end of time..

4.I can be a good girl..

5.I can finished my education with flying colours..

6.I have more money...

7.I will be more hardworking..

8.MY dad and him will change attitude..

9.LOYAL to him and GOD..

10.I will varnished all the bad things in me..

This are not much so please help me to get it..I don't want fortune but all I need is HAPPINESS.