question of the day?

what I'm doing now?

-eating my pancake..sarapp..thx ty inday...very love it..

what r u fan about?

-way to pay my fee...=.=

what r u worry about?

-exam tomorow but not yet study..goshh..

who r u angry to?

-HIm!!!!!

why?

-he is so anoying..

what u want to have?

-iphone 4..

what u want to do?

-eating while sleeping..

what u hate about today?

-busy..n don't even study..

what u want to grab?

-maggie itik..

what u wish to do?

-ask somebody 'how r u?'

what shock u today?

-the big news...n someone shocked me early morn..

who u miss at?

-mum,dad,mama,anne...and lots more..

what u want to sing?

-i do, i do, i do do do do do..

what u want to watch?

-Royal Wedding..=)

what the word u think of?

-=.= ermm...lc..

p/s : blogger..copy if u want..haha that's i made coz i'm just so fan now..

........hrmm

Girl : Will u marry me?

Boy : We are too young..=Grr

Girl : then how about engagement?

Boy : in my family there's no one engage in early age..it is same as wed..

Girl : But we od in the same roof and bed..

Boy : so?

SIlence....

Boy : I tot u to go back home but u don't want...

Girl : Sighhh..

How R U chi? I'm fine...

Actually I am so lazy to talk about love...
coz..
there is no reason..
But love problem is the hardest to settle..

I'm taking a step back..
coz..
I want my life..
I don't rather to take any risk again..
I told u we will be break up..
I said it..
I meant it..
I said it proudly..

there's no problem between me and him..
We are DAMN HAPPY and more love..

but it is dull..
and black..
when he are trying to jump into a new career..
which for me I've been support him to do..

it just u don't take our relation seriously maybe..
it's not now I want to end all this..
It is going-to-be if and only if u are turning to be a model..

cause..
I knew in this industry u need a perfect girl to be by your side..
not me the ugly one..
I'm not the one..
Our difference are too big..
I am ugly..
U are the handsome one..

I feel that U are so stupid when U ignore Yvonne..
One of the model in Malaysia..
just for me the ugly duckling..
She is so nice
and absolutely PERFECT..
I don't know what happen to ur brain..

So I decide to make this hard decision..
Just for our own happiness and secure..

I can imagine how it will be..
I knew..
Don't say u won't but u did it too..

I am stop hoping to get married with a model..
I don't want..
Cause I knew I will be more hurt if u leave me when u are achieving ur glamourous...

So far I am living in this peace and full of love life..
But when u are in modeling..
I can feel the bitterness in life that will be happen..

So sorry..
I am loving u..
I am adore u..
I am proud of u..
I am care of u..
I am happy with u..
I am blessed with u..

But I know somehow someday..
It will be ended..
U need a right girl..
U need a MRS. RIGHT..

For sure.. I am 100% loving u.. no words can describe how I love u.. It can't be measure.. I leave all my teen just for u.. Even our fall and up are very hard for me to face it.. But I still love u just the way u are.. U are bloody hell.. U are the most creapiest one.. U are the evil.. But none of it can't change my love for u.. U have been so hard to let me turn to u and love u.. We have face all the hurt I gave u and U gave me.. The journey never been so easy for both of us.. We are dying to protect our love.. We give up and stand up.. and tears always follow us in the year 2008-2009.. I make a tattoo of ur name when I only 15 in 2007.. U try to kill urself in front of me.. If I didn't take way the knife I think I will be alone till now.. We sacrifise ourself in 2006 December 25.. Which is the dumbest thing ever happen.. We are torn and dying.. The first man to kiss me, to cry badly in front of me..Came to me every night since 2007-2010.. I move in 2010 just for ur checking..It's been 5 years.. and I listen to many sources that fifth Years are the hardest year and U will be have the chances to break up.. I don't hope for it but I can hear the evil talk already..Our story never end.. Everyday we have a new story..today story : I am leaving but U haven't see me and I think U are forgot and don't care.. so goodbye my sayang.. For sure// I LOVE U SO MUCH L>V>KHONG..utin belingkuk..


p/s : LOve is like a rollercoaster.. up and down.. happy and scare.. =) I am fine..

Then and Now

then:

when we are celebrating our bday we just celeb in our home..

now:

they celeb in the club..so rich...wakaka

then:

we can only go out on day time..for dating and eat kfc..

now:

they hang out in the night for clubbing..

then:

we can only wear long jeans and shirt..

now:

bikini pun blh..huahua

then:

dating at school saja la..

now:

dating in the hotel..wakaka advance

then:

gossip about artist..

now:

gossip about real people and fashion..

then:

pocket money RM 3.00 ONLY..

now:

pocket money RM 10.00 NOT ENOUGH..

then:

get mobile phone when 12 years old during school vacation so that mom and dad can call..

now:

get smart phone when 7 years old to call and texting with bf/gf..

then:

shopping with mother..

now:

shopping with frens or boyfren..

then:

use letter to contact lover..

now:

skype jak..hehe

then:

computer are not important..

now:

its a must to have laptop..

then:

hair without fringe..

now:

fringe is important..

then:

hairstyle no one care..

now:

if u have worst hair..u will be humiliate..

On The Floor....=(

nannannanaa..
tonight we gonna hit on the floor..

in my mind the song keep repeating...
my soul in the club..
but my room in this dull and brown roomm..
hate u room..
i don't interest into u again..

now I just want to meet my mom..
I mish her..
I want to have fun..
I mishh WR and CF too..

wish Im there..
bring me bring me..

I'm bored with my life..
I feel like I'm 100 years back..
so KUNO!!!!!
living with my guy..
clean the room..
go to work..
back from work..
clean again..
jogging...
eat..
rest..
serve dinner for him..
clean again..
and sleeepp..

that is my routine..
with I'm so unsatisfied with...

here..
my phone no line..
and only can use limited wifi..
I dont have mood to study..

Damn..
I don't live my life...

I want my mom..
I want my dad..
I want my sis..
I want my babe..
I want my utin...

I want to be holy..
I want to be hardwork..


song in my head..
Baby I just wanna dance...
I dont really care..
I just wanna dance..
nononono..
whose that chicks.
whose that chicks.

its not about the money
mo ney
money
forget about the
kaching2
babling babling
forget about the price tag
money can't buy ur happiness
we don't need u money

I will never say never
about JB
hahakhak

that's baby all I need
Its Sunday Morning
& U give me back to my mama


hek hek