Late Grandpa.;(

09.08.2012
We had another big lost of my Beloved Grandpa..
Everytime I flashed back the moment that we spent together..
The sorrow and sadness came back.
Ntg can describe how hurt I was when I heard the news around 8.30a.m on the black day..
The only thing that appeared in my mind
I want to spent the final moment with him..

Pa.. I miss you and love u so much..
Thanks for being my bapak..
U the 1 who babysit me when Im still small until I was in Kindergarten..
Thanksss..
And Im grateful to have such a lovely and caring grandpa..

IM BACK!

Its Been Months Since My Last Update!
Im back now.. Story will be upload soon by cpu..

Its Not A Good Year.:'(

1. BAD THINGS 16 JUNE 2012 - We were drinking beer and chit-chating at Uncle Ayung's Bench.. During midnight..a Suprising called had made us upside down.. My Cousin passed away.. Sad + Sorrow + Numb + Terrible Mixture of above feeling.. So we decided to go to Sandakan on that time but many of them disagreed.. We ended up drove at 6 a.m.. On the way we doesn't felt the lost as m uch as we used to be when we received the news.. But when we arrived.. Everyone Speechless.. Tears dropped.. We Are Having A Great Lost.. Leaster Dominic.. 12 Years old Boy.. A Handsome Boy... A Nice Guy.. A Good Child.. An Angel Of My Life.. Its been over 40days.. But I Love U Always and Forever Late Leas @ Babe @ Tarr.. I misssss U sooooo Muchhhhhh....

10 or 11 MArch 2012..

Me and my Honey 6th Anniversary...

Wow too many up and down in our relation..
But we can keep it up for these long time..
Im proud for both of us Honey..
Love U So Much Honey..

About Us..
We are not a romantic couple..
We dont have many evidence that showing that We are together..
We arent a lovey dovey couple..
We took too short time to know each other before We start this relation..
We fight A looooottttt...almost everyday..
I barely hear U say '♥ u'..
I moved in with U since Im 18.. Too young right..
I live my life with ur shadow when Im in high school..everyone scare to ask me for ounting..
U have been very jealous before..but now U say u dont care..
In the morning as I open mu eyes U are on my side..except U outstation or else..
In the night the last person I see is U..except «same as above»..hehe malas


The story of Us never end.. What coming next only God know how..

I LOVE U SO MUCH HONEY..
MUAHHHHHHHHHHHH....


Advice for these long relationship..
LOVE IS IN THE AIR..
WE CANT TOUCH IT BUT WE CAN FEEL IT..
WE HAVE THE INSTINCT AND WE KNOW IF HE/SHE LIE..
DONT REALLY TRUST IF HE WAS A PERFECT ONE CAUSE THATS MEAN HE HAVE SOMETHING BEHIND US..
IF HE WAS TOO DRUNK OR IN DANGEROUS SITUATION AND HE TELL US THAT HOW MUCH HE LOVE US IT IS TRUE..
BUT IF HE WAS IN THE MIDDLE OF AWAKE AND DRUNK DONT TRUST IT BECAUSE ALL HE WANT WAS JUST 'SEX'
WHEN WE HUG OUR BF/GF TOUCH HIS/HER CHEST..U KNOW THAT HOW HE FELT BY THE SPEED OF HEARTBEAT..
I STILL FEEL IT FAST WHEN WE ARE HUGGING..ekekeek..
THE MOMENT THAT U REALLY HAPPY AND U KNOW HE WANT U BADLY IS WHEN HE AWAKE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT..
HE HUG U WHILE U ARE ASLEEP AND KISS UR WHOLE FACE..HAHA i always peeking..cause if u awake he will stop

Theres many more I want to say but Botak is coming..and I want to play with him..hahaha

Im a jerk..

By the way..Im not really good in ♥ thingy..Im just sharing my opinion..its not 100% work on everybody..

One word..
LIVE UR LIFE AND BE HAPPY..evenyhough Im always stress..haha
LOVE IS IN THE AIR..NO FORCING AND NO OFFENCE..

MUAHHHH..CHALO BETEH..

Gadget!

New baby in the house!!!
That day I splurged on a new gadget..
Dunno y..
I think Ive been spelled by the evil..

EPIC

Hahah..' word by my lovely sista'

Thanks to my honey..
Maybe he understood that I've been work so hard for him and the company..
So she spent me dat..

Im stressful and tired..
I knew ppl will judge me and said that Im a 'pisau cukur'..
But I don't mind..
As I knew what Im doing and he sincerely bought for me..
Because I work in other company and I help him on the other side..
The word 'HELP' meant I don't receive a penny..
So for your info should I or Shouldn't I splurgr usibg his money..
Thats the point..

Well..
Im done talking bout that..
Just wasting my time..
As long as all my lovely peeps know who am I..
Thanks for the ♡ peeps..
Too many of them..muahhh..

And 1 thing Im sad to read my babe blog.
I knew she's stress and unhappy..
And we are far so we couldnt meet each other everytime she's in bad mood..
But when she came back I never let her go without meeting me first..
Heeheheh ♥ u babe..dun sad..dun stress.. Im always there for u..always..

P/s » MISSING MY BABES SO BADLY..:-(

Pictures of my gifts...

This is the pictures of my Valentine gifts from him and my bday pessie from my mum and dad..
Thanks u all..♥:-*

P/s : i misshh him badly..love u honey..be take care there..muahhh

My Valentine!!

Im shocked on my valentine day!!
He reaalllyyyy suprised me...

All day long..
He ignored me..
Even I try to be cool..
trying so hard..
at last My tears burst thinking this is the worst Valentine..

Morn-
He ignored me.. I texted he made dunno..
I try to be happy he tot Im crazy..
The worst bf u ever think of is Him at the tym..

Noon-
Im having Valentine lunch with my mom.. so happy togeher..
My mum is my best date!!
hehe haha

Evening-
He told me to drive go back home as no one in thr house n he went for gambling..
Im mad again and really said no one gamble on Valentine!!
No one gamble as everyone having dinner.. I felt no shame as I keep asking him whr is my flower..
< actually i dun want anythng I just trying to date him on that night>
and he said "ya x lama, 1 jam ja k"
so I waited in my house and damn.. everyone having their valentine dinner..
im alone;(

Suddenly he texted me..
"ney ambik sy"

so with a broken heart I fetched him..
suddenly he came out with a bouquet of roses n of course my fav lavender!!!!!
thanks honey!!!!!
and I kept my budu face.. acting angry and he said " senyum dulu bah... sudah ada bunga.. tapii"
and I waited and curious.. and darn!!
thr is only one flower so thts mean that is for his mother!!
sad face appeared again..
then he continued..
"nah sy bli td..sy fkir2 ko x pena ada rantai"
and he took out a gold box.. and said "mari sy kasi pakai"
he bought me a gold chain..!!
ya i knew its gold again..
as gold important nowadays.
I love it!!!!!!!!
ablnd he said " kiss dulu bah"
hahahahaa
so syok oh me dat tym..

and the flower is really for his mother!!
hahaa
he is a sweet boy..

sorry honey I din get anything for u..
Im sorry for being immatured sumtym,.
I do love u!!!
I love u so much!!
U are my sunshine.. My only sunshine..

Thanks for being my Valentine ney..
I love u ney...
Muahhhhhhhh...
Thanks for everything..
That night we dinner wit his family..
and watch mv together..