I'm giving..
But I got nothing..
I'm trying..
But the other part didn't try at all..
Keep blaming me..
All this happened because of me..
No more together..
Its just me myself..
You yourself..
For what I'm doing one hand survival..
Yeah..
U tried too..
But only try to make things ok..
Not to make things settle and fix it..
There are too many major problem for me to do..
Not only this..
If I turn o giving up..
What will happen to you?
I want to try..
But when I showed you I give up..
I will scare f the effect..
I really don't understand what our feeling now..
We can say to everyone we are just friend..
We told everyone no more love between us..
We make the world know that we are nothing..
But then every night & day we are together..
I'm done to be treat like this..
I'm done to give a try..
Now..
I just want to wait..
Wait for to pick up the pieces..
Fix the broken pieces..
Loading..
Refresh..
Will we be together again or will not be..
Is in your hand now..
You decide..
Because..
I tried..
You pushed..
I love..
You F*cking Hate me..
Just gonna stand here..
Watch me burn..
I love the way you lie..
I love the way you HATED..
Hear me mourning..
Hear me sigh-ing..
Hear me mad alone like a fucking shit peps..
That's alright..
We still belong to each other..
We still in love..
We still together..
But it's dark and horrow..
Living like nothing happen but actually it is matter..
Matter that me and you never realise what it is..
Never try to dig it..
Problem that both of us don't want to settle..
It's a secret between us..
Till when?
We don't know how long we will stand for this humble and sad relation..
What will be our future?
We don't know what we want to do next..
Break up no..
Get back together also no..
Will we be together till the end of time?
That is something we wish for..
It's just like a game by 2 player..
We will see who will be give up and release the tie..
My hope?
You will find someone better than me..
You will find your happiness..
You will be in love with the others..
No more disease from me..
Because..
When you happy..
I will be happy too..
Love doesn't need to be together..
Love came from the heart..
Deep inside it..
We love the person..
As I love u sayang..
SAYANG no more words between us..
I'm speechless and disable to do anything already..
All I wanted is happy now..
Happy with my friend..
Cause
I know when I'm with u we both only will be sad and anger surround us..
BTW..
I LOVE U DAMN MUCH...
p/s : babe..sorry ok.. I couldn't release my egotic.. all I can do now is pray.. =) don't worry..
I'm happy..
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