>.<....

i hate when i'm drunk...
duhh..
pening2..
at his bday party..
i can't eat..cause this few days i don't have appetite to eat...n can't sleep well...eat a lot n feel want vomit...
so that night i took small amount of food..but then i started to drink...
not pass 12 i already drunk..
everyone watching on me...esp him..
i keep on going to washroom n vomitting..
then he entered woman washroom to watch me..
eventhough thr r girl inside..
but i don't rmbred that..
i just know how bad was me the night..
because of me my momy can't enjoy the night..
n kept care of me all night..
THANKS MY BELOVED SEXY MOMY...
n some special ppl..
THANKS AUNTY INDAY FOR CARRY ME..
THANKS GUGU AHFUNG FOR CARE ME..
thanks my sayang...love u..
even we fight a lot that night...
because of
1.my bestfren bf answered her hp...he tot that was her bf num..stupid syg..
2.i gave him present but the size too small..haha
3.i make-uping take a long time...

sot2 day...all day no mood...
nasib got vivian,boboy,ahock,ayung,aligato,ben2,ah syn,ah seng
yg sporting..make me LOL....thx ya'll...

the day after..me n him...kept vomit...
hao cham...
feel lyk dun want drink already...
BENCI la gaduh everyday..
like last nite gaduh pasal...
'oi knp ko lyn sy jahat'
ko balas...'oi ko yg layan sy jahat'
ahh burit saja...

by the way...

p//s:hope u read this...

SAYANG....
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY...
WOW..BIG BOY ALREADY..ENTERED MAN'S WORLD...(WELCOME2)
THANKS FOR THE LOVE,CARE,ATTENTION & 1K MORE...
IT'S BEEN UP N DOWN IN OUR RELATION...
EVEN WE COMING TO GIVE UP CAUSE NO WAY TO RE-DO US...
BUT STILL I WILL BE THR 4 U...
I STILL NEEDED U...
HOW I CAN SLP W/OUT U?
HOW I CAN LIVE W/OUT U?
HOW I CAN SMILE W/OUT UR BURUK FACE?
HOW I CAN SLEEP W/OUT SMELL UR KELETIAK?
HOW I CAN EAT W/OUT U FED ME?

BUT YA I HAVE TO BE OPTIMISTIC...
U NEED A NEW LOVE..

WATEVER HAPPENED...

I LOVE U...
LO VUN KHONG
ALAT
HONEY
BUNTOT
KHONG2
LAKI

GOOD LUCK ON EVERYTHING U DO...
ESP IN UR BUSINESS..
IN UR NEW LOVE..HEY PLS BE MORE ROMANTIC..
UR HEALTHYNESS...
MAY GBU TOO...