Fullness,,,

I am very very satisfied today
cause
I ate a lot...
Finally ..
ahhahaa
I ate 5 meal today and all of it
SUPERB DELICIOUS!!!

Time to gain weight..
Trouble come to me..
and eventually my brother that never talk to me nicely..
confront me and have feeling to feeling talk..
I am happy at least I have achieve one good news..
I wish everything gonna be fine..
'crossing finger'
..

Time past
People change..
I want to talk
But
I never have the gut..

Now all I want to do is let it out..
I knew everything out of ctrl..
I knew that..
I am not stupid..
Matters come everyday...
I am crying in deep..

But
I remain my happiness!!!
Happy in face!!
Let out a smile!!

I don't cry it out..
I don't let myself hurt..
I just go on the flow..
Everything happen with a reason..
How bad it is..
I am still smile...

Hurt if u don't take it as a burden..
Make it ur die-to-be feel..
U won't feel it..
I do cry but after that when I think back what am I cry for..
To get all thing settle with tears..
NO!!!
Tears doesn't help..
U help urself..
I've been childish..
Make everything normal and happy..
even it is bad..
Because that the way we can think wisely..

That is my perception on matters..
I always pot pet about this and that..
after that it turn me off..
We should face it..
Let it..
Try to solve not to waste time on crying..

ask for ideas when u have babes..
talk to ur love one..
Be brave..
confess..
for some like me..
I do pray..
pray heal me as it motivate me and help me..

But of all this..
I assumed one..
FIND UR SATISFACTION!!!!!!!!
don't let hurt tear u down dying..

p/s : I still love the food..secret recipe cake..letchon kuwali...shrimp...mayonnese chicken..cupcakes...rice...pulut rice...

these few day I ate what I want..eventhough it hurt my dear wallet..sorry sayang layan nafsu sy..some are freeeeee,,ok...nanay bday and prince full moon..N that is my satisfaction..hehehe